Why do I do this to myself? The way your own thoughts can eat away at you, be the reason why you ever feel unhappy.
I get scared about you, I probably always will be. But the way you love me makes me forget my fears.
The other night as I hugged you close I asked if you're happy with me. The way your voice sounded after I said that... How sad you sounded. "Of course I'm happy with you." You said softy to me, "I want this." Then after a pause you said, "Don't think like that." and hugged me even closer.
My heart is crying. You love me so and I'm in constant fear of losing you. My heart aches from your love and my own feelings. I don't know what to feel because I'm constantly feeling everything at once. I can look at you with overwhelming love and then feel pain a second after. My heart and my mind are at war. I don't know if I ever want to see the end of this war, if there even is one.
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Kurgu Olmayan"And when you're sitting on the side of the road crying over what feels like the best god damn thing you ever had - well, at least you had it." Bear with me... This is quite the roller coaster ride, and that roller coaster ride is my relationship.
