I tried to talk to you about what happened... it didn't work. You never see things from my perspective. So I decided to just drop it. I don't know if that was the smartest thing to do, but I don't have the energy to care this much. I can't talk to you about it anyway, so why should I bother?
These past couple days you have been so into me. I know you always are, but it's been extra lately. Thursday he took me out and treated me to sushi and frozen yogurt, then on top of that you've been kissing me and hugging me nonstop. You wake me up in the morning by planting kisses all over my face and saying, "Baby, wake up.". You kiss me every time you walk past me, you make plans for us all weekend. I almost don't know how to process it all.
The thing with us is that we have our ups and downs just like any other couple does, but when it's good it's really good. And when it's bad, it's bad. It's been two years and I still don't know how to sort everything out or how to deal with everything that happens between us. Should I break up with you because of certain things you do, or should I not be so demanding... At the end of the day I love you so very much. I don't want to go without you. You make me happy, you know me, you know what I need. I can't imagine a better partner for me. It's you, it's always you.
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Read This When I'm Gone
Non-Fiction"And when you're sitting on the side of the road crying over what feels like the best god damn thing you ever had - well, at least you had it." Bear with me... This is quite the roller coaster ride, and that roller coaster ride is my relationship.
