Last night I cried in the bathroom while you laid in bed waiting for me to come back. I cried feeling sad and insufficient. After I wiped my tears away and returned to you, I couldn't stop the feeling as I laid next to you. I cried hoping you wouldn't see.
Sometimes my emotional stability is at zero and I need a good high to get me out of it. A lot of my feelings and happiness rely on you and I wish it wasn't that way. It's unhealthy. But it's how it is. So unless something good happens with you I'm stuck in that funk... Last night I fell asleep sad, but you woke me up in the middle of the night with kisses and cuddles.
Sometimes you're poison to my heart. But I feel like any man would be, not just you. And that's something I continue to work on every day.
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Read This When I'm Gone
Literatura Faktu"And when you're sitting on the side of the road crying over what feels like the best god damn thing you ever had - well, at least you had it." Bear with me... This is quite the roller coaster ride, and that roller coaster ride is my relationship.
