Things have been good these past couple of days. My emotions have been stable and I haven't had any bad feelings about us. Sometimes I wonder if my insecurity is most of the problem. I don't know how to handle everything.
Last night we went out to dinner with his mom, his sister, and his sisters boyfriend. We had a really nice time talking and laughing for around four hours. I can't help but wonder in those situations... If we'll ever be more than what we are now. If he ever wants to marry me. If he ever wants to have a family with me. If he can see us having a future together. I want that with him... At some point I do. Not right now, though. We both have some growing up to do first.
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Non-Fiction"And when you're sitting on the side of the road crying over what feels like the best god damn thing you ever had - well, at least you had it." Bear with me... This is quite the roller coaster ride, and that roller coaster ride is my relationship.
