25. Tired

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When someone could show you heaven, that person could show you hell too.


I'm growing tired.
Tired of this on again off again feeling. Tired of being happy for a couple of months and then feeling like this again. Tired of suppressing the feelings. Tired of pretending like I don't care. Tired of acting like I'm okay with it all. Tired of acting like I'm okay. 

I just want to scream at you. My feeling are all fucked up. Because I love you so damn much, but I feel like you don't respect me. You do what you want and if I complained you'd tell me I'm crazy. I'm tired of feeling crazy over things I'm right about. I don't know what to do. I'm so lost.

I hate what you do so much. I hate it. I feel like you'll never change.



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