Day 13 (Monday)

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Finally!!! I got to see my handsome crush! I also took a test and I'm pretty sure I failed. All I could think about was him. All I could do was stare at him.
Liking someone is a big commitment. It's also kind of addictive. I mean, all I can do is think of him all the time.
But I have to admit that having a crush is nice. It's exciting, it's fun. It gives you a purpose in life. It's like living in an actual romance novel or movie. It's a risk to take. You can end up happy, and you can end up heartbroken. Maybe he likes you, maybe he doesn't. Maybe you'll end up going out, maybe you'll end up humiliated. It's a choice that only destiny can make.
And you won't know how it will end unless you go ahead and say something.
I am not a brave girl. I've never been one. I'll never have the courage to tell Oliver how I'm feeling. Well, maybe I will, one day. But, for now, I'm just going to wait and see. I won't know for sure, but I don't mind. So I'm just going to wait and see.

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