Moving On *Completed*

Chapter 84-Going Down (Part 1)

Emily Pov

I look at myself in the mirror at my bright pink lace plunging bra and panty set with matching garter belt. I have on my steal gray thigh high stockings and sexy bright pink heels with straps I wrapped around my foot and ankle. All I see are the bruises and cuts on my upper body and I know I have some matching ones on my lower body.

Right now I can feel each blow, each sting of the whip, or cut from the knife. He gets off from hurting me and making me submit, but it is worse this time. I can remember each bruise, scar, and cut as I grab the makeup off the counter and conceal the bruises on my neck, face and legs. I have to give him credit for not marking me too badly where people can see the damage.

After applying the make up I put on my waist holster, and my leg sheath with my throwing knives on my right thigh and grab my guns. I check to make sure they are loaded and I have the silencer on the Kimber. Sliding it into the holster, I grab my extra magazine and place it in the holder, and slide my cash and id into the other slot.

I walk over to the closet and grab my steel gray suit off the door. I remember why I chose it. It reminded me of Owen and I figured I would channel him in this suit. Once I put it on, I was in control and I could not let my feelings or emotions show. I have to be in control at all times. My friends and family's lives depend on it.

As I put on my skirt, My Princess starts to play on my iPod, and I instantly think about Victor and the ride to the restaurant when he told me he wrote the song. I can see us all laughing and smiling at the table. I remember our ride to Savannah and our conversation as we walked through the park. I can see the hurt and anger in his eyes as I turned to them before I left. The raging inferno in his eyes scorched a permanent place in my heart just for him.

As I pull up the skirt and look in the mirror, I am grateful my skirt covers the marks as I do not feel like a queen nor a princess now. My hype jam mix come on next. It's a mix of Do it by Ice Cube, Let's Go by Travis Barker, and Warrior by Lloyd Banks. It gets me hyped and helps my mind to focus on what will happen tonight. I think about how this is the last time I have to see him, have him touch me, or deal with him. I put on my jacket and layer on my pearls like a tie. Since all I am wearing is the skirt and jacket, I need something to bring it all together. I wonder to myself if Gabe would approve. The bedroom door opens and Damien comes walking in looking me up and down. I catch his lustful eyes in the mirror and quickly look down.

"Beautiful Baby. I love the hot pink sexy heels with that steel gray suit" he purrs in my ear, as he wraps his arms around my waist and rests his hands on my stomach. "Tough and feminine, that's my baby." he murmurs as he rubs his nose along my neck. I tilt my head to the left to give him better access.

"Thank you Daddy. I hoped my outfit would please you." I say on a breath, as I keep looking down. The feel of his kiss on my neck repulses me and I shudder. He pulls me closer to him as he thinks I am enjoying it. I learned better than to correct him.

"It does please me, baby. Are you ready to ride out?"

"Let me get my earrings and my hat. Then I will be ready."

"Very well, I will wait for you outside. Hurry that sexy ass up." he says as he slaps it and walks out. As soon as the door close, I exhale. I put in my silver hoop earrings and place my gray fedora with the matching pink band on my head and cock it ace deuce. Nodding at myself in the mirror, I tell myself I am ready. I activate the recorder on my phone and glance to see it's on and working. I put it in my bra, pull my jacket down and head out the door.

As we rode to the club, I swear I have butterflies in my stomach. I know I will see them tonight and I am nervous. I have to act like I don't know them, but it's been over a week since I have seen them. I just hope I don't blow their cover by looking at them. I have to remember to channel Owen and I will be fine.