It Started With A Kiss

Chapter 35: The Frozen Truth

They say tears let go of the pain..
It pours out every single thing that made you wanna scream it all out.
Crying doesn't mean you're weak..
It means you were in pain...

It hurts so much..

You rather just let it all out than hiding it.

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HIYORI'S POV:

I think we should keep our distance for now..

I couldn't stop thinking of what I said earlier . I felt guilty to what I said to him. After what Fujisaki told me, my mind was completely fucked up right now. It was all one big fucking mess. I don't know on what to do..!

I walked around, hiding my presence towards everyone. If I haven't said those words, it wouldn't be like this.

If only I was a little patient but I can't hold it back anymore. I had to release some. My head's been aching ever since Yato showed up after Anon showed me those memories.

Anon. I jolted up to that memory as a flashback of him appeared.

I stopped walking for awhile, waiting for the traffic light to go green. There's gotta be a way on how can I track him..

As the light hit green, I followed while thinking on how should I get to him. When I reached at the end, something stopped me. Closing my eyes, I gathered my senses. This smell..

I was about to turn when a loud thud interrupted my thoughts. "Oops sorry--" my eyes widened when I looked up. "F-Fujisaki-san?!". "Why hello Hiyori-chan." He greeted innocently.

My heart was beating so fast that I couldn't control my breathing. "W-W-Wha are you doing here..?" I stumbled to my words, shaking nervously.

"I'm just swinging by. I do hope you haven't forgotten the deal?" He reminded me. I froze, giving me the cold feet.

Fujisaki went beside me, whispering. "What do you say let's have this chat in private? I don't want people butting in to our 'business'." He smirked on his last sentence as he walked past by me. Hesitated by his words, I suddenly followed him from behind.

My eyes perfectly covered by my bangs, waiting if he was about to make a move. So far, he hasn't. I couldn't control my anger any longer. We stopped in an empty sidewalk as the weather became gloomy. No phantoms in sight..for now. There was no dead end. He stopped walking as he slightly turned his head.

"So you knew that he came back..?" I remained quiet as he spoke.

"I'll take that as a yes." He confirmed as he sighed. "I told you to stay away from him. You know what's going to happen if you stayed by his side any longer."

I gripped my fist tighter, fighting back the tears that were about to fall.

"Then why are you telling me this..?" He blinked. "I don't want to be separated by him. He has done so much for me. He's the reason why I'm happy. He's the one who changed me. He's the man..who I cannot let go." I confessed my inner thoughts to him which he was surprised.

"He became my hero. My One and Only. The one who understands who I really am." I looked up as I stood up to him. "Don't even think you can cut our bonds because..because..." I paused for a moment before I continue, as my cheeks fluttered uncontrollably on my face.

"I want to spend the rest of my life with him!"

I said it all out, releasing it in my chest. I wanted to tell him. That's why we were alone. But telling him right now was a mistake. Even though his glare was about to kill me, I still braced for the worse.

He stood there, surprised of what I said. "Hmph. So you really love him after all..?" I was blushing when I realized it. Even though it became a serious conversation.

The atmosphere grew intense as the rain began to drizzle.

"But it doesn't mean my answer will change." "Huh..?"

He stepped closer which made me flinched and tried to back away unfortunately his presence scared me more. "I never even thought a human like you would come this far.." He stopped, looking deeply to my eyes. His eyes grew shallow as his voice sounded deep yet a bit frightening.

My chest suddenly thumped louder. Thoughts began to swarm infinitely inside my head, "Don't do this..". Was all I could say. But I couldn't. My mouth was sealed shut, unable to form words.

"If you want to save your friends including Yaboku, then you have to break up with him."

My conscience almost faded out of my body. That's when things went okay. Just when I finally get the chance to see him again, it tore me apart.

He slid closer to my ear while not moving.

"It's best for him to not know all of this. But if he finds out, don't make this worse for the both of us."

Those were his last words before he disappeared. Everything became a dead silence. All I could ever hear was the rain pouring hardly on the ground, as I was soaking wet, but I don't care. My tears joined with the rain. I couldn't scream nor speak. I just stood still on my spot, emotionless but deep inside, my heart was really crying it all out. It was shouting the pain out deliberately.

'Just fucking scream..!' But it won't listen. I'm too weak to move, still frozen by his sudden words.

I wanted to stay with Yato forever. I don't wanna lose him again..! I don't want to forget him. I don't want him to disappear. Never leave my side again...! But in the end..

I couldn't do anything...

~A/n: Heya readers, I'm sorry if I haven't been updating for awhile. I got a lot of things to do and I barely haven't got enough sleep for the past weeks. School became hell so I've been under pressure. I wasn't supposed to go to school but because of the hassle, I had no choice but to haul my ass into it even though my body was about to hit its limit.

I'll update more as soon as I possible. Probably around sembreak.

I hope you guys enjoyed. If you have any suggestions, feel free to suggest. ;) See ya my fellow readers ^_^~