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FORTY FOUR

Charlotte's p.o.v . . .

Sometimes when we don't wish for something to happen, we tend to forget about it for a while. And even if we don't forget it, we try to push the thoughts related to those things at the back of our mind, hoping that it would just go away and not bother us ever.

But things like that are inevitable. We have to face them sooner or later. And the sooner we realize it, the better so that we can buy ourselves sometime to prepare for it. And me, being the person with the worst timing ever, realize it in between Zayn and I's kiss. I place my hands on his chest and push him away slightly. He pulls away and looks at me like a confused little puppy. "whats wrong babe?" he asks

Looking at his innocent, loving eyes, I instantly feel bad for breaking our kiss." Umm nothing forget it." I say and try to kiss him again. "wait a minute" he says holding me by my shoulders and keeping me from connecting our lips again "you just remembered about our break up thing, didn't you?" Damn it. This guy knows me so well.

"Yeah" I say looking down at my baby blue vans. We were currently outside my house after having breakfast at Starbucks. " Its okay I understand." He says retrieving his hands from my shoulders and beginning to walk away. I instantly miss his hands on my body and so I call after him "Zayn wait!"

He stops in his tracks and turns around. I jog up to him and say "I didn't mean for you to leave. Its just that we broke up yesterday and we're not even acting like it. And I think that its going to hurt really bad in the end if we continue doing this. I mean I leave for LA next week an-"

"Whoah next week? I thought you were here for at least one more month Charlotte" he says cutting me in the middle of my sentence. His eyes held an expression of confusion and sorrow " No actually my flight tickets came in yesterday and they're for next week." I say regretting the fact that I didn't tell this to him earlier.

"And when were you planning on telling this to me?" he asks with slight annoyance laced in his voice.

"I was gonna tell you yesterday but then we got caught up in... s-some... umm you know.. 'stuff" I say looking at the ground feeling embarrassed. I then look up at him and see his eyes soften.

"okay I understand" he sighs and wraps his arms around me pulling me in for a warm hug. I snuggle into his chest and suddenly I realize how much I'm going to miss these hugs when I go back to LA.

I feel tears filling my eyes at the thought and I hug him more tightly if that's even possible. He rubs my back gently in order to calm me down. Then suddenly some third person comes out of nowhere and hugs us from behind "GROUP HUG!!!" that person shouts and I realize that its none other than my stupid best friend. I feel vibrations of Zayn's sound against my body as he chuckles at this.

"Sooooo what are you guys up to?" Sebastian asks grinning from ear to ear.

"nothing much. We just had coffee and now we were heading inside the house. C'mon lets go" I say pulling Zayn's arm and motioning for Sebastian to follow us.

Once inside, Zayn and Sebastian settle on the couch in the living room while I head to the bathroom wanting to shower. I take a quick shower, briefly massaging my scalp with shampoo before washing it away. I step out of my bathroom wearing an oversize bathrobe when I find Sebastian sitting on my bed with his legs crossed in and Indian style. "Hey" I say to him as I start to rummage through my closet trying to pick an outfit for today. "You look different" Sebastian says from behind me.

"Really? How so?" I ask turning around. He just smirks and says "I don't know you just have a different glow to your skin!"

"Okay that's good right?" I ask starting guess where this is going.. "well ofcource. It's a happy glow" he says with a smirk on his face.

"what is it Sebastian?" I ask giving him a weird look "and why are you smirking like that?"

He suddenly comes close to me, puts his hands on my shoulders and looks at me dead in the eyes "You did it. Didn't you?" he asks.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I say blushing furiously. "Oh c'mon Charlotte! You guys fucked. Didn't you?" he asks excitedly. I feel heat rising to my cheeks at this but then I smile a little. " maybe " I say to him before turning around looking for clothes to wear.

"Oh my god! I knew it! Give me the details quick!" he says clapping his hands like a retarded seal. "I'm not telling you anything! Go away" I say pushing him out of my room. I shut the door of my room on his face and return to my hunt for clothes. "Fine I'll get Zayn to spill the details then!" Sebastian shouts while shuffling downstairs and I just huff.

I finally find a decent pair of faded blue skinny jeans to go with a full-sleeved maroon crop top to wear for rest of the day. I quickly wear my clothes and jog downstairs without bothering to do anything about my hair since its only Sebastian and Zayn in my house at the moment.

I find Zayn and Sebastian sprawled across my couch when I enter the living room. They seemed to be in the middle of a conversation which they stopped as soon as I entered the room.

"sooo what are you guys up to?" I ask as I fit myself between both of them. Not without difficulty though, since they both had their legs spread across the small couch.

"couldn't you have seated on the other chair?" Sebastian whines at which I smack his chest and grab the bottle of Nutella he was holding. The moment the bottle of nutella is in my hand, Zayn dips his fingers in it licks them.

"hey! Nobody touches my Nutella! You guys can get Tyler's Nutella. I'm sure he wouldn't mind" I say and they both just snort. After finally having my Nutella solely to myself, I ask them again about what they were talking about.

"I'm throwing a party." Sebastian states with a slight doubt laced in his voice. "okay and?" I ask sensing that there is something more to this. "and its for you guys!" he says and smiles seriously. "For us? Why?" I ask looking at Zayn and back at Sebastian. "He says its sort of a break up party. Because we are breaking up on good terms unlike most of the other couples." Zayn answers for Sebastian while grabbing my hand and interlocking our fingers."So what do you think about it?" Sebastian asks from behind me.

My first instinct is to say no to Sebastian and his stupid break up party but then I think about it and realize that its not such a bad idea. I mean sure its going to make this entire situation seem more real because honestly, till now I was just in this misty haze of reality. It was like I knew what was happening was real but someone had just put a translucent veil on reality which allowed me to see only bits and pieces of it instead of a clear image of what is ahead of me. This party will help me put that veil away and I can finally get a hang of reality of leaving all these people I love behind. I think I can handle this party pretty well in order to prepare myself for the heart shattering future of my relationship with Zayn.

I put my other hand on our connected hands and look Zayn in the eyes and say "alright! A break up party it is then!"

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this is interesting..