~Forever~(Finished)

chapter 30

I suck in a deep breath, wondering if this decision is the right thing to do. My fingers hover over Isaac's contact name, as I gradually hit call. I push the phone up to my ear, the rings filling my ears.

One ring

Two rings

Three rings

Just as I'm about to give up hope, the ringing abruptly stops.

"Hello?" A familiar voice calls out into the phone,my heart instantly beating faster.

"H-hey it's s-Sabrina" I awkwardly state,mentally slapping myself for this stupid action.

"Sabrina!!" Isaac slightly shouts, excitement filling his voice. "How have you been?"

"I've been great" I quietly squeak out, hoping my voice won't crack.

"I've missed you" Isaac admits, as I hear him moving the phone into a different position.

"About that...."

"No Sabrina listen. I want to change, I want to change for you. Going to Amanda was the most ridiculous thing I could ever do, but I do know that I miss you so much..."

"I.... I just can't forgive you...I'm sorry" I sadly speak into the phone, ending the call.

I sigh in depression, knowing that the relationship is done for.

Where oh where did the good times go? The days where we laughed and joked, every fear and insecurity escaping from us. The days when drama ceased to exist. The days where there still was an "us" the days that I ache to have again...

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" I pound against the bathroom door, crying out in pain. What did I do to deserve this? I desperately need to be with Daniel, if it's the last thing I do..." I start to write in my journal. Writing was one of my escapes from this depressing world. The one place where I can't be judged, to be free as a human being. I've never been a good writer, but I intend to continue. I intend to inprove my writing, I intend to not care about the quality of it.

I intend to move on.

I slowly limp into the living room, boredom filling my mind. The room is filled with blackness, as I feel the wall for a light switch. As soon as I turn the light on, I'm met with the familiar room that I've grown to love. The tv hangs off the wall, it's red frame grasping my attention. The brown coffee table remains in it's current position, all sorts of junk remaining on top of It. I reach over for the remote, turning on Netflix.

Little did i know what was about to happen....

Heyyy! I'm so sorry that this chapter is short, and it sucks. Tomorrow is Halloween!!Be prepared to be spooked ;0 anyways, I might be able to update tomorrow. if not I'll try to update on Sunday. As some of you May know, I had another story "restarting my life," that I was working on. I decided to delete it so I could focus on this story. Until next time ;)

~kayla