Lyrical Paradox | ✔

Wake Up No More

Everyday is a new day,

"New life", they say.

A new chapter of thy story,

A new world for me to see.

At last, I opened my eyes

And saw the morning light.

The teardrops on my cheeks last night

Still flickers on the light.

Oh another day of sorrow,

And for sure there is tomorrow.

What is outside waiting?

I don't care, I am not listening.

Still I'm wrong in everything,

Whatever I do doesn't mean a thing.

I tried hard and tried harder,

Yet they are all good for nothing.

This creature inside of me

Wanted to be unleashed.

For it to spread the dark outside

That feeds in my soul of light.

So many reasons to live,

So much for me to leave.

This life I've always dreamed

Ever since I learned to breathe.

To wake up no more,

I sometimes wish.

Let me just stay forever

In my never-ending dreams.

'Cause when I start

To face the day again.

Seems like I am waiting

For a long lost train.

Sometimes I think about this world,

"How would it be like if I was not born?

Will life be like this for me?

Or will it just push itself to go on?"

All I know and I want for now

Is to wake up no more.

[ Another piece that I wrote when I felt that my sadness is eating up every bit of hope that's left in me and I never want to wake up the next day. ]