It's been a week since that thing happened, ngunit yung iba eh hindi makamove-on! Kaya palagi akong tampulan ng tukso sa klase.
Pero wala akong magawa. Sabi na rin ni Jarreb, hayaan na lang daw namin sila. Total ay mawawala lang din daw yung mga tukso nila.
Hayyss!
"B?" kalabit sakin ni Jarreb.
Nandito kasi kami sa bagong bili na condo niya. Since pinayagan na daw siyang bumukod ng parents niya.
"Hmmn?" sagot ko habang concentrate ako sa pagtatype ng mga requirements ko.
"You okay?" he asked again while placing a juice in the table.
"Yup. Malapit na kong matapos dito."
Saad ko ng nakasmile sa kanya.
"Okay. When your done, just sit on the sofa. The movie might start. I'll just gonna do a quick shower." he said and went to his room.
"Hey. Why are you crying?" tanong niya sa akin ng nanood kami ng A walk to remember.
"Ehh... Nakakaiyak yung movie eh."
Saad ko at pinunasan ang pisngi ko.
Agad siyang lumapit sakin at inakbayan ako. Then, he hugged me.
"Shh. .stop crying. It's just a movie, for pete's sake." bulong niya.
"I know. It's just that. . . basta. Nakakaiyak." sagot ko at yumakap na rin ng mahigpit.
Ilang saglit lang ay binitawan niya ako. He held my chin and make me look at him in the eyes.
And for a second, I lost words to say.
Basta ang alam ko. . .
I wanna kiss him.
And I didn't waste more time. I held his face and put my lips into him.
I seek entrance and he oblige to let me in. Our tongue battle with compassion.
Geez! I don't even know if I'm doing it right.
He kisses me with the same intensity as I have. I think I might lose some air if I should not stop right now.
So I stop and gasp for air.
"I love you." i shortly said while looking at him.
He's got stun for seconds.
Wait? I'm I just fast ?
Kami na di ba?
I think it's fine to say it to him.
Pero, habang tinititigan ko siya.
Wala akong mabasa na emosyon.
He just kiss me in the forehead and said
"Thank you."
Fvck. Why does it hurt?
Alam ko namang hindi tanong yung sinabi ko. Pero ang marinig ang "Thank You" bilang sagot?
It hurts. Bigtime.
