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Chapter 16

When I woke, I was still wearing my oversized Makekiplier hoodie. My stomach was hurting a tad. I just rolled over onto my side. I saw my phone but didn't want to look at it. I rolled back onto my other side and sighed. "You may have fucked up your whole chances of ever being with him"
"I know, okay?" I said to myself. "You don't have to rub it in."
"You should've kissed him right then and there."
I sighed angrily. "Okay, you know what. You can shut the hell up. I don't need this from you. Maybe I don't even want to be with him. Oh, who am I kidding? Yes I do. On the other hand, he probably has a girlfriend."
I could feel my blood pumping a bit quicker.
"What chance would I have anyway? He probably doesn't even like me. We hardly know each other."
My heart started beating.
*Ding*
I don't even want to look at who it was. I was in such a bad mood I didn't want to do anything except lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling.
*Ding*
"Ugh. What." I turned over and saw Mark on my phone. I contemplated if I wanted to know what he said or not. I decided not to look. I closed my eyes, but nothing could distract me from the ache in my chest I was feeling.
Screw it. I grabbed my phone and looked at what Mark said.
"I think I forgot something at your place. I'll be over to pick it up."
I read the next message.
"Is that okay?"
He was coming back? Holy shit!
I threw the covers off of me and sprinted to my closet and threw on some shorts and a t-shirt. I then ran into the bathroom to brush my teeth and comb my hair. I then looked up at myself in the mirror. Do I put make up on? Something told me I should. So I went and sat to do my make up.
I finished and then went to my phone. I texted him; "yeah, c'mon over."
Send.
He immediately responded with "look outside."
I slowly went over to my window and peered out. What was he doing here already?
I went downstairs and opened the door.
"Hey, how did you get here so quick?"
He was holding up his phone, facing me; as if he was about to take a picture of me.
I looked confused. "Mark...?" I asked suspiciously. "What's going on...?"
He didn't take his phone off of me. He then smiled. "Jessica." He said. "Yeah?" I was so confused. What was happening? Why was he acting so weird?
"I have a question for you."
Now I was really lost. I hesitated before talking.
"If you're wondering if you can come in, the answer is yes." I told him.
"I will soon. But first I need to know." He paused.
"Are you gonna-" I was cut off by his lips meeting mine.
My entire body felt weightless. I wanted to jump up and down but I didn't want him to freak out. He broke away and then pressed his forehead to mine gently.
"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked.