YouTube Love

Chapter 25

"HeeeEEEEEEEyyyy you guys! It's JessieGirl here and today I am joined by someone special." I started off. Mark and I were in my recording room. We had decided to record a challenge video. 
"C'mon in here hon," I motioned for Mark to come into the frame.  He slowly sauntered in and sat down in the chair next to me. "In case you guys didn't know, this guy right here," I said, moving my arms to present him to the camera. "Is Markiplier, AKA; my boyfriend." He waved at the camera. "How's it going everyone. Today we are going to be doing the Chubby Bunny Challenge." he held up a bag of marshmallows we had brought into the room. I looked at the bag and felt a little nervous. My stomach started to hurt. I decided to ignore it. "Just record a video, Jess." I told myself. "Record a video with your boyfriend, everything is fine."

Mark opened the bag and the smell of marshmallows hit me right in the face. My stomach started to hurt, then it growled. "Someone's hungry!" Mark said. "No I'm not." I said to the camera. "I never said it was you." He smirked. "Shut up." I said to him, he just chuckled. I looked back at the camera and then I said "Alright you guys, let's do this!". I put the first marshmallow in my mouth and said "Chubby Bunny." Mark took a marshmallow and then said "Chubby Bunny."
I laughed and put a second marshmallow in my mouth, "Chubby Bunny." I smiled and Mark laughed. He copied me and then soon we were up to almost 20 each. "Chunny Unny!" we both said at the same time. We both laughed hysterically, I started to drool and Mark grabbed his phone. "Swellie!" He mumbled out. He looked hysterical with all the marshmallows sticking out of his mouth. I chuckled. "Waaaaad yuuu saaieee?" I smiled goofy and then I laughed. He lifted his arm so we were both in the shot. He took 3 separate pictures then put the phone away and brought over the bowl we brought in to share. We spit out the marshmallows into the bowl. I put my hands on my cheeks and couldn't stop smiling. "My cheeks hurt so badly right now!" I said laughing. Mark and I couldn't stop laughing for the longest time. We had finally collected ourselves; we looked into the camera and I started to do my outro.

I had turned the camera off and looked over at Mark. His cheeks were still slightly red. "You okay?" I asked him. I stood there, looking over him and he smirked at me. "I'm fine." He said. "Your cheeks are just still a little red is all." I informed him. He put his hands over his face. "Oh no." His face got redder; I laughed and kissed his head. "Did you wanna record a video?" I asked him. He looked up at me, made a thoughtful look and then shrugged. "I don't know." He said. "You'd have to be in it with me, that's my only condition." He smiled up at me. I smiled back at him. "Alright. I'm down."
He grinned and then he held my hand, then he pulled me down to have me sitting on his lap. He put my head on his shoulder and then wrapped his arms around me. We sat there for a while, in complete silence.
"This is so nice. I love him so much."
"Yeah, but have you ever thought you were being too clingy?" Some voice in my head echoed.
"No, I think I'm okay." I told myself. "I think I'm just fine."
The voice continued poking at me. "I think you're being too clingy. Ask him. Go on. Ask. Do it."
Another voice poked through, "You are also looking...a bit...fat..."
"No. I think I'm fine." I told myself again. Trying to get the voice to shut up. "Fuck off already."
"You know I'm right, ask him. Ask him. Do it." The voice prodded me.
"Fine. You want me to fucking ask? I'll ask. If it means you'll shut the fuck up!" I told the voice.
"Good." The voice echoed in my head.
I sat up and looked at Mark. He looked at me with those dark brown eyes and my heart instantly melted; my mind went blank. I just leaned in and kissed him. It was all I could do. My head pounded with the voices screaming at me. I shut my eyes and ran my fingers through his hair, kissing him passionately. I could feel Mark's hands pressing on my back, bringing me closer to him. He then stood up, put his hands under my butt to support me, and then lifted me so I was a little higher than him; not breaking our lips apart. He walked over to the wall slowly and pressed me up against the wall. His lips never mine.
My mind started racing, the voices echoed in my head.
"You should tell him."
"Tell him what?"
"You know what I mean."
"Oh that...well, I know that, but HE doesn't need to know that!"
Mark's lips suddenly met my neck which made me jump startled and gasp. My heart was beating out of my chest, I was trying to control my body shaking but it was close to impossible.
"You have to tell him! He has a right to know!"
"What? That I'm a virgin? That I've never had sex before? Do you know how embarrassing that is?!"
"Hmmm, you're right."
Another voice chimed in. "You can't admit that! He may end up leaving!"
As soon as I opened my mouth to say something, Mark's phone dinged. He must not have heard it because he kept kissing my neck. His phone dinged again and then continued to ding. Mark stopped and growled as he set me down on the floor gently then walked over to his phone. He looked at the screen, "fucking twitter..." he muttered. My heart finally slowed down and I could feel myself calming down. He looked over at me slightly annoyed. I had no idea what to say, I've never seen him this way before.
"So...ummm..." I said cautiously. "Wanna record that video now?"