Miracles in a Lifetime

CHAPTER 30 - Feitan X Tenshi

Feitan's P.O.V.

I pick up the girl in my arms and I was surprised on how light she was. Like a feather of an angel. Seemingly fragile and delicate but contains an unbelievably strong power. I kinda smirk at the thought as I imagine that this treasure can be mine.

"Uhm...may I ask why you are smirking?" I look down to see her brownish red orbs. It was as though they were looking deep into my soul and calculating me to see what are my motives and my weaknesses. It made me shudder a little but it luckily went unnoticed. Looking away to see where I was and if I was about to crash into something.

"It's nothing." I mumbled and once again, glance down at her to see she was staring at me. When she caught my eyes looking at hers, she adverts her eyes and I can already tell that she was blushing even if her hood is hiding it. Only her eyes were seen but not her angelic face.

I wonder why she would hide her melodic voice and her gorgeous face. It is a waste. Though, I understand that the attention of all those perfect aspects of her can be a pain.

I continue running with the awkward air that surrounded us but it didn't bother me much since I am some what used to it for I am the one who would always be the one to create such an atmosphere with my spider comrades. There is always an awkward atmosphere when I would ignore what they say or I at least give a nod or shake of my head for a response when I am not in my usual pissed off mood. They got used to it...I think.

I finally stop in an area filled with nothing but grass. I unwillingly let go of Tenshi. She gets on her two feet and there was only silence except for the wind blowing around us. We stay frozen in spot until she started to speak.

"Why did you take me?" I look away a little from embarrassment then look at her again.

"Because I saw that you got lost and has gotten separated from your two friends." I forced out the last word since I was about to say brats.

"So I wasn't imagining things. That's a relief. When I saw you on that hill, watching me, I thought I was just dreaming." She explained in a bit of a relieved and happy voice. I smirk a little. A dream? I seemed like a dream to her?

Walking closer, I finally grab her in my arms into a warm embrace. Breathing in her vanilla and an unknown flowery smell gave me a sense of calmness and warmth. Her body was so small and she seemed to fit perfectly in my arms. Like she somehow belongs with me.

I lower my head a little so my mouth is at her ear level. I remove her hood and feel her stiffen up. Moving her hair from her ear, my fingers would brush against her fair skin and she would shudder to my touch which I absolutely loved seeing.

"But you are not dreaming and I am truly here with you. My presence, my voice, my touch. It's all real and not a dream. I don't dissappear when morning comes. I remain in your sight until you or I do not wish to see each other," I whisper in her ear and pause then speak again, "Do you want me to dissappear?"

When I asked, my voice came out trembling and sounded like a child who is scared of their loved one leaving them. I sounded pathetic. I click my tongue silently in annoyance as I had showed weakness to the one I love. How pathetic of me.

"I don't wish for you to dissappear and I do not wish for you to be in my dreams." She finally spoke. I felt my heart clench in pain when she said that she did not want me in her dreams. Did that mean I am not worthy for her love? When people dream of someone, it sometimes mean that the person is usually thought of to enter one's dreams. Does she not think of me? Does she not like me?

"I do not want you in my dreams for my dreams are more like nightmares. Visions I see at night. They may be horrible memories that I try to forget or imagines of things I would not to mention." I immediately look up at her to see her eyes holding sorrow, pain, and loneliness.

Since my arms was still wrapped around her from my past action, I hug her closer to me to try to comfort her.

"F-Feitan!!" Her voice squeaked in a cute way. An actual smile appear on my lips and I bury my head deeper in her soft white hair.

Even though she just said my name, I was so happy. My name sounded nice when she said it. I liked how it rolled of her tongue perfectly. I can't believe something so simple can give me tingles in my whole body. The happiness and warmth I'm feeling is proof that this girl is effecting me greatly.

"Hmm...this reminds me. Why did Machi have such a hard time when she tried to carry you that day in York New City? You are not at all heavy and instead as light as a feather." I muttered in her hair. I felt her shiver and it made a small smirk form on my lips. Huh! I've been showing my emotions for quite a number of times since I've met this girl.

"Well, during that time, I was wearing an armor and I guess Machi was not strong enough to carry it. I took the armor off before I entered the game so I can get used to not wearing anything really heavy. It helps me use full strength and full speed." My mouth was slightly ajar as I listened to her explanation. She has never used her full speed with me. That means that the night she ran off in the meadow where I saw her singing.....she wasn't using her full speed and was still that fast?

"Tch!" I click my tongue but a smirk was seen on my lips. I have truly found a rare treasure.

"Oi! Feitan! ......What are you doing?" I grumble and look in the corner of my eyes. There stood Phinks and the other Spiders.

Shalnark, Shizuku, Bonolenov, the brat named Kalluto, and the person who just had to interrupt my moment with Tenshi, Phinks.

"Oh~! What's this? Feitan is hugging the pretty white haired girl we saw at York New City!" Shalnark teased with his excited and happy voice which I have been annoyed of ever since I met him.

All negative thoughts left me as I felt Tenshi hide her face into my chest. I let out a smile as I saw her cute action of embarrassment. My heart beat faster and my head felt light. Adrenaline pushed into me as I felt like I somehow had the power to do anything.

"This is quite an entertainment, Feitan-dono. Even if I had just met you, I knew you weren't the type to show any emotions except for the enjoyment of torturing and being annoyed. Seeing you get all flustered for a girl is just a rare sight to see." I could see the Kalluto brat smirking at the remark. I glare at the annoying child with all my might and the brat turned away, trying to not show any sign of fear but failed horribly.

"Tch! Shut up." I muttered but loud enough for them all to hear. Even though I clearly told them to shut their mouths, they laugh and whisper amongst themselves. I heard every little thing they had said and some just infuriated me or made me blush. Blush? Such a new experience but it wasn't so bad.

"But with the beauty of that girl, there must be others also seeking for her heart." Shizuku stated. I made a small growl and I'm pretty sure Tenshi felt the vibration caused by the growl.

Why the heck do they have to be here and ruin the moment?! We were doing so fine! I was doing so fine!! Even be eternal than fine!! And they just had to come and ruin it all!

They will all suffer the consequences!