Chapter 38 (She Loves You)

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Louis' P.O.V
Here I am, in the middle of nowhere in my thoughts. I just don't understand how can I handle this anymore.
"Louis?" El's mother's voice snapped me out of my thoughts and walked towards me in the kitchen.
"What happened? Where is El?" She asked worrying.
"She's outside. Probably thinking of a break up," I said, sadly.
"Why? Is everything okay?" She asked.
"I was on the phone with Simon. He had asked me to inform El about the tour which I didn't. I couldn't do it. I was so happy that I got her back. I couldn't lose it. I couldn't lose her. And, she heard me. Well, she didn't take it well," I trailed off.
Her mom looked at me with soft eyes and replied, "Louis, believe me when I say that she loves you the most. She hasn't been this happy ever. I've seen the way she looks at you. The way she brags about everything you both do. She won't break up with you. Well, you can't expect her to be all okay with it, can you? You both just got back together."
I nodded understandingly.
"She was broken. Miserable when you two were apart. She smoked. Went to every pub she could. Drank every ounce of alcohol she could. I couldn't stop her. When she's upset, nobody can. I've seen this in her past, too," she said and I knew what she was relating to.
"She didn't get love from her father, Lou. We both didn't spend enough time with her. She needs love. And, I am sure that you are capable of satisfying her needs. I've seen the way you look at her, too. I know you love her," she spoke softly getting two glasses of water and taking a seat in front of me.
"I do really love her," I stated.
"I know it. I don't need any proof," she smiled.
"Do you think she will be okay?" I asked curiously.
"Yes, she will be fine as long as you're with her," she said and stood up.
"Take care," she patted my shoulder and left me in my thought again.
A smile crept on my face knowing that El was as miserable as I was. I know its stupid of me, but I know she loves me too much to let go. I know I can't expect her to be okay with this tour because we just got back.
I stood up switching the lights off and walking towards the backyard. I saw El sitting there, but I didn't go. I knew she needed time so, I just sat on the couch. I kept staring the the clock wondering when would she come in and talk. My eyes began getting heavy and withing minutes I was fell asleep.
"Lou?" I felt a hand on my cheek. I opened my eyes to find El.
"What's wrong, baby? Your eyes! What have you done?!" I shot up.
"I'm sorry, Lou. I'm so sorry. I know, I shouldn't have reacted like that. I am scared," she sobbed in my arms.
"Shush, baby. Please don't cry. I am sorry, too. Please calm down," I hushed.
"Can we talk about it tomorrow, please?" she looked at me.
"Yes, sure, El," I said and stood up helping her.
"Hey! I can walk," she half squealed when I picked her in my arms. 

She kept hitting her legs in the air and I just ignored her protests. She was so tired and she had cried so much. I didn't want her in any more pain.
"Sit here. I'll come," I said laying her on the bed. I went down to get her water as there wasn't a lot in her room.
"Drink up," I said handing her the glass. She gulped it straight as I expected. I kept the glass on the night stand and joined her in bed.
"El-," I wanted to say and she cut me off by placing her lips on mine.
"Tomorrow," she said.
"Okay," I said and pecked her lips and hugged her tight which she returned without hesitating.
I will surely ask Simon to let the girls join us for some concerts at least. I'm sure Liam and Zayn will agree, too. For now, I really want to make this one week a good one for El. I don't want her to miss me too much which I know is highly impossible. We both know we can't live without each other. I have to plan some good things for her which she loves.


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