Two Moons

Chapter Thirty Six

May

I thought she knew. Yesterday, I was cooking some cake for Emma, and then she came into the room, looking ready to kill.

"Hello May." She said. "What are you doing the rest of the day? I was wondering if you wanted to go out for some... girl time."

"Oh, how sweet of you! I'm actually making a cake for Emma. I think she's scared because of the Derek scare week ago. I just want to make sure she's okay," I said in a panicked breath.

"Of course. I'll have to keep a look out on your schedule then. We must get some time alone from my son, you know, to talk about Luna duties," she replied, smirking.

"Of course. That would be fantastic!" I smiled falsely.

"Just tell me when and I'll be there." She grinned.

"Definitely!"

"I'll see you soon, sweetie."

Of course I thought she knew. I mean really, it sounded like she wanted to take me to Derek. So I told Jared and freaked out. He wouldn't leave my side and he hasn't since, not that I'm complaining. I just miss Lucas. He is always pissed because I'm spending a lot of my time with Jared these days. But of course I still care for Lucas. Why wouldn't I?

"I really like this book May," Jared kisses my cheek. I giggle, nodding.

"I loved that one. Trust me, the rest of the series is amazing too," I look up at him from his chest.

"I can always trust you," he laughs, putting an arm around my shoulders.

"And I with you," I reply, closing my eyes and biting my lip. The door creaks open and I open my eyes to see who it is.

"May?"

"What?" I turn to see Lucas at my door. He eyes Jared by my side, clearly annoyed with his presence. I see Jared grit his teeth and roll his eyes. Holding in a giggle, I smile at Lucas.

"Hey."

"Hey Pup. Can I talk to you? Alone?" Lucas looks at Jared, waiting uncomfortably.

"Sure," I reply. "Hey, we'll talk later, okay?"

"Yeah, okay." Jared leaves, brushing Lucas's shoulder on the way out. Lucas shuts the door and makes his way to my bed, sitting down next to me.

"I missed you," he kisses me softly, holding my chin with his fingers.

"I missed you too," I mumble against his lips, smiling.

"I have to tell you something really important," he says, pulling back, his face serious. "I've known this for a while now, too."

"What, what is it? Is it something with Derek? God, I hate him," I start.

"Pup, no," Lucas chuckles. "It's something else."

"Well tell me then, silly," I smile at him, holding his hand.

"Well, I love you."

Oh

My

God

Of course I can't breathe. I feel my heart pound, my breath quicken and I blink furiously. I feel my mouth open like I want to say something, but I can't speak. I can't say anything because I can't think. I don't understand. Love? He loves me? And I love him too.

"May, you gotta say something. You're killing me here," Lucas snaps me back to reality, worry creasing along his eyebrows. "You don't have to say it back. Not until you mean it, of course." I start to speak but no words come out, and I'm physically unable to make words come out of my mouth. So instead I just smile and kiss him. Hard.

He tangles his hand into my hair, his other hand running along the curves of my body. Our lips move in sync, like they were made for each other.

Because they were.

Because we're mates and he loves me and I love him.

I break the kiss, and smile.

"Good, I'm glad I told you. No rush to say anything. I understand because you still need to make your choice. I'll talk to you later, okay?" He leaves. Just. Like. That. And he left me there, on the bed, watching him leave.

"Wait!" I scream, finally being able to speak. Without thinking, I run into him, and kiss him. I don't think because it's the decision I know. I don't have to think because it's him.

"I love you too. So much. And it's you. I choose you."

Hey. Sorry about the short update, it's because I'm so tired today because it was my last day of school. Yes folks, my school made me go to school on December 23rd. What kind of sick joke is that, right?

But I PROMISE I will get better at longer chapters for the last few chapters. I'm thinking maybe ten-ish more?

THANK YOU FOR 3.77K! I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT! Aiming for 4K by 2016?

Anyways, I'm going to go die in a hole and read some books.

Much love,

me

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