Two Moons

Chapter Twenty Two

Lucas

She said she hated me.

Hate.

I hate myself.

How could I do that? How could I almost kill Alex, her best friend? She told him she loved him, how could my wolf not take that the wrong way? I wasn't even in control of my own body, and its worse for Alpha's to control their wolf due to their position. It's already seven twenty and I want to go up and knock on her door, but I need to give her as much time with her friends and family. I feel broken because she hates me and doesn't want to see me. I hurt her. I royally screwed up. I'm stupid.

I get out of the car and walk up to her house, smelling her scent and my heart lurches. I knock, waiting for someone to answer the door. The door opens and Lena answers, and I immediately feel guilty. I almost killed her brother. And out of nowhere, I'm punched.

"You son of a bitch! How could you! That is my brother! I swear to your freaking Moon Goddess if you touch him again I will personally rip your balls off and shove them down your throat and spill silver on top of you. Got it?" Lena has a fistful of my shirt. I nod. She lets go of my shirt and takes a step back.

"Good talk." I walk into May's house and May is crying, hugging Alex tightly. I almost growl but bite it back.

"I'll miss you so much! Just ice your neck everyday, okay? I will see you as soon as possible," May says. She pulls back and I see the handprints I left on him.

"May, I'm fine. It's you I'm worried about," he puts his hands on her arms.

"Why would you be worried about me?"

"May, I've seen you depressed before, and I don't want you depressed again. And Lucas, that guy's got some serious anger issues." May was depressed once?

"Alex, I won't get depressed again. Besides I have you all, I won't," May smiles brightly. May moves around to Jared.

"Visit me?" She asks.

"Everyday. I'll even drop your homework off," he smiles.

"Awe, thanks," she kisses him and I have to bite my lip to stop myself from growling.

"Lena!" She spots her next to me. Her eyes fall on me and she stops. She looks at me with such anger I want to shoot myself.

"Can you please start loading the car?" She bites out.

"Uh, sure," I start to leave when Alex offers to help.

"Alex, I forbid you to go out there," May scolds him.

"May, I am," he insists.

"No."

"Yes."

"No."

"Yes."

"No!" May finally shouts. "I don't want you going out there alone."

"Max! Come help load!" Alex yells. I shake my head. We load in silence. I pick up an incredibly heavy box.

"Damn, what's in here?" I groan.

"Her books. She has a wall of books," Max rolls his eyes. I chuckle.

"No, literally, she has an entire wall." Man, I'm glad I have a big house. We finish loading and May and Lena come out, along with her mom and another girl.

"I will miss you, my sweet baby!" Her mom envelopes May into a hug. "I want you to know I think you can protect yourself. I just want to be extra cautious. I do not want to lose you. I love you, and once you become a mother, you'd understand."