Ad Infinitum

Chapter 35

©mugiichan 2016

*2016's First Update and in August, mag dadalawang taon na rin ito! The longest running story in my history!*

Promise

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I forced to open my eyes and I found myself already in my room, in my own pad. Mainit parin ang pakiramdam ko, masakit ang ulo ko but still manageable. I felt the damp cloth above my head and as I look on my side I saw Thaddeus sitting on the chair from my vanity table; leaning his head on the bed, sleeping peacefully, holding my hand tight like he doesn't want to let go. This situation quickly reminds me of him that time that he was sick and I took care of him. I chuckled silently, ang inosente niya talagang tingnan kapag tulog na tulog siya. He's like a vulnerable baby and his face wasn't intimidating as hell, if may I add.

"Hay nako, Thad. Hindi parin ako makapaniwala sa sinabi mo." I sighed as I shifted on his side at hinawi ko ang buhok niya, para mas lalo kong makita ang mukha niya. Hindi ko man lang alam na may tinatago siya tungkol sa'kin at simula nang nalaman ko, naguiguilty ako sa ginawa ko at pagtrato ko sa kanya. Para nang unti-unti na akong kinakain ng konsensya. Feeling ko ang sama sama ko sa kanya. I recently tell him lies, I always ignore him, taking for granted and pushing him away. But he never got mad at me until recently, or made me feel intimidated as he always used to do before. He's been always there for me, kahit gaano pa siyang elusive na tao, he managed to take care of me and loved me, though things are complicated between us. I never thought that a man like him will say those words infront of me. I still couldn't believe what he had told me earlier. God, is this f-cking real?

"I don't want him to come back to you! That bastard ruined your life for jesus f-cking god's sake! I don't want him to touch you nor see you again. You are mine! Only mine Saab!"

"W-what did you just said?" I asked, looking at him. Kahit kinakain na ng dilim ang paningin ko, tinitingnan ko parin siya. Kahit parang sasabog na ang puso ko sa sobrang kabang na nararamdaman ko, nakatingin parin ako. I just wanted to be sure of what I've heard.

He groaned loudly and pinned me harshly on the wall and I whined loudly; having no escape on his tight grip on my shoulders. I immediately hold his wrists with my hands. I looked into his eyes, pleading him to stop. "F-ck, Saab! I said, I am madly, deeply in love with you! Don't you understand what I'm saying?"

"W-what did I just do? What did I just do to make you f-fall in l-love me? I-I didn't do anything!" I stuttered, looking so confused and frightened as well. Nanginginig ako, hindi makagalaw at hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin, anong sasabihin sa kanya. His face were almost an inch away from me. The scent of his perfume invades my nose, tantalizing me and blows my state of sanity. Oh God!

He put his hands down looked away. "I don't know how did you do it and I don't even f-cking care even if I'm in your magic spell." He looked back at me and his eyes were burning with desire as if I'm gonna melt away. "All I ever know is that I want is only Saab, Cathriona and Kim. All I wanted is you, you, you and you." He murmurs as he's pointing my nose, cheeks, lips and my heart. "Nothing more, nothing else. Period. End of discussion."

My mouth was wide open, shocked of what he said. Nakatitig lang ako sa kanya, letting myself touch the fire, slowly burning myself in delight, feeling the intense sensation that his eyes were giving and before I could utter a single word, he enclosed his mouth with mine, giving me his most sensual kiss that made me lose my sanity. That was the last thing I could remember when darkness consumed my sight.