Ad Infinitum

Chapter 3

©mugiichan, 2014

Unexpectedly

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I rubbed my eyes as I woke up at dawn. I was still lying in my bed as a silhouette of a person appeared on top of me.

My body froze at that moment; paralyzing each and every membrane inside of me.

I rubbed my eyes once again. Am I dreaming?

Or was it only my wild imagination appearing to reality?

I tried to move and reach my phone on the nightstand when suddenly, that person grabbed my wrist delicately but still, with force.

I can't do anything! I feel I was paralyzed and I couldn't even scream for help for godness' sake!

Noooo please! I wanted to shout it out loud but no matter how much I tried, my voice never came up. She's just lurking in the shadows, shivering and feeling so scared.

That hand clasped unto my slender wrist send me shiver that traveled down to my veins. I was very scared to death. My eyes widened like saucers as I hear the person in silhouette spoke.

"It's me." I know it was a man. How did he enter my condo unit? What does he want from me?

Oh God! Is he going to ravish me?!

He caressed my cheeks softly and a sudden gush of electric volts made me familiarize his warm touch. "Don't be afraid..." He murmured again.

I gather up my thoughts and I just realized something...

Wait...

"S-shaun?" I whimpered, wishing my instincts were correct. "Is that you, Shaun?"

I saw him nodded and immediately lowered his head on my neck. I felt his warm breath tickling me as the warm gush of adrenaline inside of me made me excite. It makes me long for him more than these warm breaths and kisses.

I wanted him.

Now.

"S-shaun..." I moaned, feeling every inch of his presence. At this moment, I wanted to ask him why he didn't appeared on our wedding ceremony. Why did he shattered my heart into pieces? Why did he gave a false hope on me?

He knows I couldn't take false hopes. I was weak with false hopes.

But as the same time, I hesitated to ask those questions.

I can't...

Tears appeared on the corner of my eyes and starts to roll down.

"I'm sorry." He said in a husky voice as ever as I felt his warm hand brushing my tears away. He looked at me, eye to eye and started to plant some tiny kisses all over my neck towards my jaw and cheeks. Each kiss of him were like a feather-like object touching my skin and it makes me to want and crave for more but much to my dismay,

he paused.

"I'm really sorry to hurt you, mi muñequita." He murmured against my lips.

"Just kiss me again and I will forgive you, Shaun." I placed my arms around his nape and pulled him towards mine.

He didn't budge as I tried to pull down. Instead, he told me. "Please go to sleep. I know you're tired."

"I need you now, Shaun." My tears continue to run down from my eyes, hysterically. "I'm begging you..." I whined.

I feel like a helpless woman begging my man for love, lust and pleasure. But hell I care, he's my husband afterall... even we're not married yet. I already engraved that thought to my mind.