Of Fire and Ice

C.82

I was at the guild a few days later, drinking a warm beer alone and staring at the wall, just thinking to myself.

Soon my normal thoughts became interuppted, and I was randomly horny.

I kinda want Grey to dominate me. You know, call me his Princess but fuck me like a slut. I want to be handcuffed as he fucks me hard, and I want to ask for permission to come. I kind of want to be told not to touch myself because my body belongs to him. But also, I want to be dominate, but I don't really think Grey suits the submissive role. So I don't mind being dominated. Man, I wonder how I'm going to tell him this. Does he even want to dominate me like that? Would I call him Daddy? Probably not. Am I a little? I don't think so...

My thoughts were interuppted when a voice screamed in my ear, "TURN DOWN YOUR THOUGHTS!" I looked over and saw Warren.

My face fell into shock and my eyes into complete horror and the air was knocked from my lungs. "I feel sick. I can't breathe. I'm so sorry...." I said, getting up and my mouth fell open to breathe.

"You have pretty cock sucking lips, Princess..." Grey's voice sounded in my head and I gripped my hair while Warren flinched. "I'm sorry! Get out of my head!" I yelled. I lifted my head, getting my back to arch, and my eyes shot open wide. An image of a girl on a bed arching her back appeared and I closed my eyes and tried to erase it.

"I can't breathe, I'm leaving now." I said and started to walk away, but I didn't get three steps without wondering if I liked being choked, and the both of us screamed.

"STOP THINKING!" Warren yelled. "I'm trying! It's hard! Have you ever tried not thinking about something!" I said and shut my eyes and tried hard to think about something else.

"Lately I've been,
I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby I've been,
I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Yeah we'll be counting stars..."

I chanted to myself and worked to get everything about sex out of my head. "What's wrong?" Natsu asked and Warren turned to Grey. "Your girlfriend is one kinky little girl!" He growled and I glared at him. "Don't you dare, Warren. You know full and well I will kill you." I growled.

"Makes sense. It is mating season." Rogue said and I froze. "Fuck. It's mating season. That makes so much sense." I sighed, going back to rubbing my temples. Then I turned to walk out.

"Where are you going?" Natsu asked. "I'm going to go perform a self-exorcism, then drown myself in holy water, then dig a hole and die in it." I said, walking out.

I made it all the way to my room and fell face first on my bed and drowned myself in guilt and shame and worry. Guilt because Warren knows me on a more personal level than I'd like, shame because Warren still knows, and worry because I'm going to have to tell Grey at some point.

Grey soon walked in, shirtless as usual, and sat beside me and rubbed my back. "So you want to tell me what you were thinking back there that made you and Warren flip out?" He asked and I groaned and rolled onto my stomach.

"Okay, please keep in mind that it's mating season for us dragon slayers, so we're all horny and sexed-up. It's going to be like this for a month or so. So please don't... just..." I struggled for words.

"I won't judge you in any way. I swear." He smiled and and I flipped back over and hid my face. "I was thinking about kinks, and what sort I might be into." I said softly, feeling my cheeks burn.

Then I felt Grey flip me over and he was hovering over me, holding my wrists over my head. "Wanna tell me?" He asked and I shut my eyes. "Yes... but no." I said. "Why not? If you don't tell me, you'll never get what you want." He said and I bit my lip. "It embarrassing..." I said and he started grinding himself on me, and my mouth fell open at the pressure on my clit.

"Tell me, Hen." He whispered and I shivered. "D-dominate me." I said and he pulled back and I was scared to open my eyes. "Are you sure?" He asked and I peeked over to see he was genuinely asking. I nodded and he slid my pants and panties down, rubbing me with cold fingers.

"Well... we need to come up with a safe word in case one of us gets uncomfortable." He said and I bit my lip, thinking. "I dunno. You come up with it." I hummed as he slid his index and middle finger inside my slit, giving me chills.

"How about... Fairy?" He said and I nodded. "That works." I said and he detached himself from me. I looked up in confusion. "What? I'm hungry." He said and I pouted. "I'll be back. But you're not allowed to touch yourself, understood?" He said and I nodded.

This is going to be so much fun.