Of Fire and Ice

C.83

Breaking news: I fucking LOVE being dominated by Grey.

I couldn't remember much from yesterday's fucking, but I remembered me biting hard on his shoulder with my arms holding on tight as he fucked me hard and very fast.

I was in the guild again, and Warren and I were not making eye contact. I was sitting with Lucy and Erza, and Natsu and Grey were getting ready to fight. Grey took off his shirt and everyone behind him stared. I suddenly got worried.

Grey and Natsu fought and as they got closer, I saw scratches all down his back made by me. I also saw the puncture wound from my teeth on his left shoulder.

My face turned bright red and Lucy and Erza looked at me with raised brows and shocked faces. "It's mating season, shut up." I snapped, gulping down some beer.

Sting came over and leaned on my shoulder. "Gonna give me a turn? I don't mind biting..." He said and I stood up and punched him in the face. He fell back and Salazar and Severus started attacking him. "Ah! Sorry! Sorry! I forgot! Get off!" He swatted his hands around, and I sat back down.

Soon Mira was up on the stage and announcing there was an open mic. Gajeel went first, and Natsu threw a fit, then Lucy called Lyra to play, then Grey pushed me up on stage and I stared wide eyed out into the crowd.

"Okay... I've got nothing against performing... but gods it's uncomfortable in front of your friends, isn't it?" I chuckled a little and repositioned the mic. "Um, okay then..." I started to sing.

"I'm sorry if I seem uninterested
Or I'm not listenin' or I'm indifferent
Truly, I ain't got no business here
But since my friends are here
I just came to kick it but really
I would rather be at home
all by myself not in this room
With people who don't even
care about my well-being
I don't dance, don't ask,
I don't need a boyfriend
So you can go back,
please enjoy your party
I'll be here, somewhere in the corner under clouds of marijuana
With this boy who's hollering
I can hardly hear
Over this music I don't listen to
and I don't wanna get with you
So tell my friends that I'll be over here

Oh oh oh here
oh oh oh here
oh oh oh
I ask myself what am I doing here?
Oh oh oh here
oh oh oh here
And I can't wait till we can
break up outta here

Excuse me if I seem
a little unimpressed with this
An anti-social pessimist
but usually I don't mess with this
And I know you mean
only the best and
Your intentions aren't to bother me
But honestly I'd rather be
Somewhere with my people
we can kick it and just listen
To some music with the message
like we usually do
And we'll discuss our big dreams
How we plan to take over the planet
So pardon my manners,
I hope you'll understand it
That I'll be here
Not there in the kitchen with the girl
Who's always gossiping about her friends
So tell them I'll be here
Right next to the boy
who's throwing up cause
He can't take what's in his cup no more
Oh God why am I here?

Oh oh oh here
oh oh oh here
oh oh oh
I ask myself what am I doing here?
Oh oh oh here
oh oh oh here
And I can't wait till we can
break up outta here

Hours later
congregating
next to the refrigerator
Some girl's talking bout her haters
She ain't got none
How did it ever come to this
I shoulda never come to this
So holla at me
I'll be in the car when you're done
I'm standoffish,
don't want what you're offering
And I'm done talking
Awfully sad it had to be that way
So tell my people when they're ready
that I'm ready
And I'm standing by the TV
with my beanie low
Yo I'll be over here

Oh oh oh here
oh oh oh here
oh oh oh
I ask myself what am I doing here?
Oh oh oh here
oh oh oh here
And I can't wait till we can
break up outta here."

I finished and there was applause and I stepped off the stage. "Can I get a beer? I think I earned a beer." I said and Grey slid me one. "You earned it." He said and I grinned. "Damn straight." I said and threw some back.

Wendy came up to me and hugged my hips. "You're amazing!" She said and I smiled. "Aw, thanks." I said. "I wanna be just like you when I grow up." She said and I laughed. "Yeah, you might change your mind. To be honest, I wasn't even like this when I was your age." I said and her eyes widened.

"What were you like?" She asked and I looked over at Ariadne, speaking to the twins in dragon. "That's a story for another day." I said, smiling at Wendy as she just nodded.