I know I don't know him well but, today was the day i'd actually talk to him. They only time I get to say anything is "here you go" when I'd lend him a pencil. He didn't ask a girl out yet for the dance but....
"Hey Emma can I use a pencil?" Austin smiled, turning around in his chair
"Sure, here you go" I hand him the pencil, cautiously
Stupid Emma! Why didn't you say something ?After seventh period i'll ask him maybe when he walks home. It's funny,he's my next door neighbor, my crush and I haven't said anything to him yet and it's been over four years. I'm not shy but I'm not confident either.
Honestly I wanted to tell him how I felt but,that would be really creepy since that would be my first conversation with him. No. I have to know him first or else it would really kill our chances of being together....not that we had any.
I tapped my pencil against the desk waiting for the bell to ring. Tapping and tapping away zoning out as usual having Austin on my mind constantly, makes me do that. It's just that I've never had the guts to say anything to him. But today I felt better than usual I actually had what do you call it? Oh! Courage yep I had tons.
As the bell rang Austin handed me my pencil back slightly touching my hand. I kept my cool,and smiled as he gave it back. I always thought what I was gonna do over summer. Now I know that would be a perfect time to be very neighborly to him. What am I doing? I can't get the most popular guy in school I'm in the middle he wouldn't notice me. At least I'm not ass ugly like Tina. She always sits in the back corner and chews a pencil,and with another hand she would pick the pimples on her face. Her hair looked like it was never brushed.On top of it all she always and I mean always smells like cheese. I assumed she had a thing for Austin too she always stared at him intently whenever he was in class.
When I actually think about it I might have a slight chance of being with him...Then again I don't know what he thinks about me. As I walked out of the school doors my friend Katie was waiting for me. Austin however, stayed behind talking to his friends.
I talked to Katie a bit waiting for Austin to pass me on his way out. Katie's been my friend since eighth grade. She's been there for me all this time and, it warns my heart that I could have a companion like her.
Austin finally came out the door and gave me a smile. I blushed not knowing what to do. Katie and I, started walking feeling the summer heat take us away.
"Emma, I know the dance is in two weeks but........" Katie wondered
"It's worth a try" I cut in, I knew my chances were slim, but it's worth a try.
She thought to herself for a while probably thinking of another mind boggling question for me. Austin was just ahead of us talking to that same guy, I think his name was Sebastian. He was just as good looking from the back I thought. Austin was in five of my classes in those classes he either sat next to me,or behind me.
"Emma?" Katie questioned, waving her hands in my face.
"Oh sorry,yeah?" I came back to reality.
"I have to go now text me when you get home." She waved goodbye
Oh yeah...the split where she had to leave,have we been walking that long?. I really did zone out for a minute. Austin was now walking alone too. Maybe I should walk up to him and say hi, start a nice conversation. No! Don't do that that's weird.
I was still thinking what to do when I remembered that I had a major dentist appointment today. I was getting my braces off. Shoot. I need to hurry home. I checked my phone to see if my step mom tried to contact me, but nothing was new in my notifications. I picked up my speed knowing that I should hurry, until I fall on an uneven sidewalk ledge.
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"Me Too"~ Austin Mahone Fanfiction
FanfictionYou can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on...