"Me Too"~ Austin Mahone Fanfiction

Chapter 41

"Emma I need to tell you something really important" Austin said looking down at the daisies in the field.

Austin and I walked to the field where my dream came true, but my worst nightmare. The dream always stuck with me and I haven't had it for the past three weeks. The sky was blue and bright but Austin didn't seem to happy. I get the feeling that what he's about to tell me;he can actually say it, no more games.

I nodded. His hazel eyes grew dark in the sunlight and whatever he's about to say won't be good. He gulped and looked to the left, before sighing he took my hand and began to speak.

"As much as I don't want to go, my dad.... he got a job,in Alabama."

"No,no,no" I rambled not stopping.

"Emma, baby, I'm sorry I really am." He pulled me into his arms and tried to silence my endless shaking,and rambling. He can't leave not now. Not when we just got back together....

"Austin can't you find a way...?" I asked tears already trickling down my face.

"If I could, I would" he embraced me tightly.

"When are you leaving?"

"This Friday.... Emma I promise you I will find a way..." His voice became just as shaky as mine.

"No" I whined

"Babe, look at me..." He held my chin up. " I love you okay? So let's have the best time we can before it's gone okay?"

Austin kissed me... trying to hush my silent sobs... for only he could do so.

It won't be the same.....

Nothing will......

He's my world.... (2.0 lolol sorry I just had to)

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Austin and I got into his car. Going to the beach might take my mind off of everything.

Hopefully...

"Emma..." Austin groaned " Just try to be happy for me?"

"I don't know if I can be happy....ever"

"Come on you still have me for four more days....."

"Exactly, I only have your for four days." I held back a sniffle. " I want you forever..." I mumbled under my breath

"No, I want you forever." he kissed my cheek before driving off.

The drive was agonizingly painful, knowing that I won't have him. The thought of him going to a new school, miles away from me... New friends.

Girlfriends...

That's what pains me the most.

That he'll forget everyone here and I won't see him again, ever. He's my first love I've ever had. Plus we just got back together but Austin's right. I need to enjoy the little time we have left, for us.

The drive consisted of love songs that didn't help either of us, it came to point were Austin turned off the radio.
Nothing can fix this or make it right. I'm shattered already, even when he's with me right now. One thing I know I can't stand is long distance.... but for him I might. Because I love him.... but it won't compare to a real relationship.

I won't feel his hugs, kisses, face, body,him in general.

I'll never have s-

I'm not even gonna go there

"We're here" he said turning on the deck to find a parking spot.

I stepped out of the car, and took in the salty smell of the fresh sea water beyond the deck. I hadn't been to the beach in a while. The time we arrived here seemed to be the time, that some family's were leaving. I looked to Austin, who's face had been pale the whole day. He didn't look to well I'm pretty sure telling me this hurt him just as much as it hurt me.

He looked over to me, taking my hand in his before walking down the wooden stairs of the deck and into the beach. The sand was hot, I could feel it underneath my slippers. The orange sun that would be soon to set, glowed across his face; I could see the hurt in his beloved eyes. What bothers me is that he took so long to tell me....

But I can't get mad at him for that, he's been trying to tell me for so long. As we walk along the sandy shore, I remember how me and my dad used to collect shells. I used to come here with my pink bucket and just take them all. A smile tugged at my lips from the thought.

"You okay?" Austin asked his grip around my hand tighter.

"Peachy" my tone flat and hopeless.

He kissed my cheek , before we set our stuff down at the far end of the beach.

No one was on this side and I get the feeling that he has more to tell me.... I set my towel down before placing placing my bag on it. I then take of my shorts and shirt. I proceeded to the water that had been calling me since I set foot on the deck. I stepped into the warm salty water only going a few feet in.

I stop and stare at the beautiful son in the horizon. The warm yellow color giving the beach detail. I felt Austin's bare chest behind me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek. Tears attempted to spill out my eyes, one fell but no sound came out of me.

"Everything's gonna be alright" he said resting his head on my shoulder.