"Me Too"~ Austin Mahone Fanfiction

Chapter 46

Emma's P.O.V.

"Because as long as I know your mine, I'm happy"

His words played at my heart, and guilt washed over me at the same time.

As I laid here In my own bed tonight, I think about what happened in that fancy hotel room. He's right about what I did and that I shouldn't have done it unless I was completely sure about it. All I was thinking about is making the most out it what we have now. Because when he leaves... I hate to say it but.

I don't want to be wrapped around his finger if I can't even touch it.

But what he said tonight made me reconsider it all. It made me want to find a way to make this work. When I look back at our relationship I find Austin to be my inspiration, for most of the things I do today.

I'm not the shy person I used to be anymore nor am I easily pushed around. Unless Austin's lips tease me into doing something that I don't care for.

My question is, When he's gone who will I be without him? All these questions clog my brain and keep me from sleeping. I was embarrassed tonight, after we left the hotel room we stayed for a little while more and went straight here. But he was acting strange after he didn't ask me if I was gonna stay the night all he told me was goodnight gave me a kiss and we went our separate ways. Which makes me wonder if he's thinking about this too.

It's not that I don't want to keep a relationship with him but the fact that he won't be so close anymore. I also don't want to break up with him either . It doesn't matter what happens it'll just break my heart.

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Three more day's , only three and he's gone. I want to make then special and nice I don't want to fight or overthink my recent problems I just want to be his like I always am and enjoy it. I didn't get too much sleep last night and my feet feel heavy as I trudge down the stairs. It's only one in the afternoon and the rain is pounding on the roof. It was dark outside, the big grey rain clouds flickered with lightning sending chills down my spine. I always look out the window when I wake up but for some reason I didn't like today's atmosphere.

I hate thunderstorms and lightning especially when I'm home alone. Usually if someone's here with me and the weather happens to be exactly like this I fake it. The problem is I don't have anyone to fake it too.

I want to call Austin and ask him to comfort me but I think we need time to ourselves.

It's not like we need time apart considering he's leaving in a couple of days. I walk back upstairs to find my phone on a pillow buzzing away with Austin's contact on my screen. I tapped the screen and put the phone to my face.

"Hey" he breathed into the phone.

"Hey" I said jumping from the crack of thunder.

"You okay?" He asked

"I'm not at my best..." I admitted

"Want me to come over?"

"Yes.."

"Alright I'll be there in five"

I hung up the phone and rested it back on the pillow. I walked to my drawer and pulled out my white cotton shorts and one of Austin's shirts I had kept. After putting my clothes on I walked into my bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror for a few moments.

My hair was fine, but I did look exhausted. You can basically tell I was up all night. I brushed my teeth before leaving the bathroom and back down to the living room to wait for Austin.

After a few minutes if tv , Austin finally knocked on the door. I quickly padded to the door and opened it too only see a few bolts of lightning in the background. I quickly grabbed Austin's arm and pulled him in slamming the door. I then covered my ears.

The cackle of lightning coursed through the sky with three loud booms causing me to actually start shaking. Austin pulled me into his arms to soothe my shaking.

"Sorry" I mumbled.

"It's okay, your just scared" he placed his grey beanie on my head.

He kept rubbing circles on my back, and to tell you I didn't even feel scared after six more booms. All I heard now was the rain hammering the roof.

Austin lead me to the couch and sat down. I decided to lay down and rest my feet on his lap. He started rubbing my legs and I start to thank myself for shaving.

A few giggles slip out of my mouth as Austin stages his index finger up and down my leg. I struggle to move his away from my leg as I begin to sit up.

"What's wrong Emma you don't like my touch?" he cocked an eyebrow.
A wicked smirk plastered his face and I couldn't help it.


I laughed. Only he could make me laugh this hard when I'm worried or feeling down. Only he could bring me out of my shell like this.

"No! No I don't" I laughed harder barely able to breathe at this point. Austin grabbed me by my waist and placed me on top of him. I wrapped my legs around his torso and hugged him ever so tightly. My laughter dimmed down when I took in his strong scent of possible green apples or grapes.

"Babe" he cooed stroking my hair lightly.

"Hmm?"

"I don't want to leave you, I want to stay and make this work" He held me tighter. "Tell me you'll try to?"

"Yes, of course"

"I love you so much" he kissed my cheek.

"I love you too"

Austin stood up, and I hung on for my life. As soon as my feet touched the floor, my lips met his making me smile a little. But he quickly pulled away.

"What's the plan for today?" He asked

"I don't know you usually come up with that."

He pondered.

He looked outside the window to see only sunshine, and no more rain. Time always flies when I'm with him.

"Austin.." I called it seems as if he was lost in his thoughts.

"Oh yeah sorry. The movies let's go to the movies."

"Sure" I started walking to the stairs.

"Alright I'll be back, hey wait!" He walked back over to me and placed another kiss on my lips.

"Okay now I'll be back" he laughed.