Chapter 43

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After being laughed at, Austin and I finally head back to the deck to find something to eat.

We stop at a Wendy's and order to go, I'm pretty sure Austin didn't have problem with eating and driving.

Although he got me back, I can't help but think at one point he was so serious. Like he literally wanted to fuck me right on that beach. But I know he wouldn't do anything unless I'm okay with it.....

I guess today was fine but hopefully tomorrow will be better.... I was to busy thinking about myself to actually have fun.
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Three more days until he leaves me and today I'm not planning on moping around....

I want to make him happy.

I turn on the side of my body to face Austin's, he was in a deep slumber and I didn't want to ruin that.... He looked so peaceful, yet tired of all the bullshit that he's put through.

I should say; it's 3 am in the morning and I don't plan on sleeping knowing that he's going to leave me.

I love him..

I love everything about him, his face, the way he only wears sweatpants to sleep... only sweatpants. Or the way he tries to hide his coarse curly hair, and his public affection.... or when those three precious words fall out of his precious soft plump lips.

Most of all...

I love his smile... it brightens my day, even yesterday when he was laughing at me. I adored it... I adore him.

But what I do know right now... is that he would think I'm weird for pushing his hair back and watching him while he sleeps... I let out a low chuckle before quietly getting out of the bed and going to the bathroom.


I need to find some NyQuil so I can sleep. It's not good for me to be up all night watching Austin and stroking his hair. I look at myself in the mirror, and watch the large purple spot on the crook of my neck.

"Shit" I muttered.

I've never seen a hickey before, this must've happened yesterday.

Damn, it kinda hurts. But I didn't feel the pain when I got it.... Oh well.

I open the medicine cabinet to my left and look for some NyQuil. I scan the cabinet to find something that stood out... This is Austin's bathroom? Right?

So, why are there XL condoms In here? I mean it's nice that he wears that size and all but why even keep them in your house? Won't his parents find out eventually.... Maybe they could be his dads... No that's a stupid thought.

I start panicking when I hear footsteps by the door. The golden French doorknob jiggles from Austin's movements.

"Emma?" He raises an eyebrow, while pushing his hair back a smirk grows on his face.

"Uh" I'm unable to speak. My cheeks flush and I feel so embarrassed, I don't think I've ever felt this embarrassed before. Even when I walked in on my Dad and Stepmom having sex. The fact that I'm still holding this box makes me want to run out of this house and across the Mexican border. "I wa-"

All that came from him was laughter. Pure laughter that you wouldn't hear to often. Laughter that made your insides hurt... Laughter that makes him smile.

"Your an anxious little girl huh?" He kept laughing.

"No- I... was l-looking for NyQuil" A smile tried to creep on my face. I finally set the box down on the counter... and looked at him. He was still laughing. " Why are these in your house" I finally say breaking the laughter.

"Yeah I should put those in my car..." he chuckled grabbing the box with one hand and pulling my pants with the other.

"Your so mean....." I finally decided to smile. Austin held me looking down into my eyes, he chuckled again.

"-And your adorable, what is it you don't like what you see?"

"What?" I blurt out

"Okay I'll play dumb too... We'll just say I'm blessed." he finally said walking out of the bathroom and down the hall. " Come back to bed soon!" he yelled.

A few minutes later, I finally leave the bathroom quitting my search for the NyQuil. I hope he's asleep I don't want to hear any sly comments about his dick... I enter the dark bedroom not trying to wake the snoring Austin.

Wait.... When did he ever snore?

"Mahone your not playing anyone." I huff crossing my arms. He laid on his stomach turning his head slowly so he could look at me. "What's wrong with you?" I ask curious as to why he didn't go back to sleep. He's a heavy sleeper and he drifts away so quickly sometimes I can't even say "I love you" without him falling asleep in my face.

"If I tell you... you'll smack me" Austin groaned

"Tell me" I walk over to the bed and sit down.


"Fuck" he muttered. "Are you sure?" He questioned obviously trying to stall time.


"Is it that bad?" I asked.

Austin's P.O.V.

"Fuck.." I mumbled "Yes it is that bad!" I panic. I can't tell her even though I should since I've captured her attention.

No I can't fucking tell her that I got turned on..

When I saw her face and the box in her hands, well that was damn hilarious but when I came back into this bedroom...

For some reason the dream I had before replayed in my head... this time though it continued.

I imagined everything

I did everything

Fuck she was moaning everything!

The problem is, is that I honestly do not know what Emma's view on sex is. I mean I know she's insecure sometimes but since she's been with me she's came out of that cute little shell of hers.

Man have I been whipped...

The point is, is that I'm not telling her that I fucked her in my dream and loved every freaking second about it...

It'll just make me sound sick, and I honestly don't know what came over me; why I had that dream and that it actually continued. I'm fucking stone hard still thinking about it.

"Austin!" She snapped

"Sorry"

"Will you tell me now?!"

"Uh...." Okay I'm going to make a run for it. " ITS NOT YOU ITS ME!"I yell grabbing a pillow to cover my crotch and run downstairs to the couch. Shit I made that sound like I was breaking up with her. I finally settled down, my little uh... friend slowly calming himself.
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When I wake up I hear a rustling in the kitchen. Emma must be there looking for juice or something.

"Austin" she cooed

"Yeah?" My eyes are still closed, but I do open them to see her beautiful face.

"Are you okay? Can you tell me what was wrong now?"

"Um.. Let's go out today"

"But-"

"I promise I'll tell you later" I gulp. I wonder if I'll even have the balls to tell her later.

"Okay" she sighs. "Where are we going?"

"Well lemme call Alex and see what he's doing" I reach for the phone on the coffee table and dial his number.

"Yo, AC!"

"Hey"

"What's your schedule for today?"

"Well I'm taking Daisy to the Summer Time Ball"

"The hell? Who goes to balls anymore?" I chuckle

"Remember it's for my dads promotion..."

"Oh yeah!"

"It'd be nice if you came along"

"Okay sure"

"Yeah meet my at my house in three hours"

I hung up the phone and sat up hoping that nothing was bulging out of my pants. That would literally be the death of me...

"What's the plan?" She sighed crossing her arms.

"Me and you, are going to a ball"

"What?!"

"You heard me" I stand up towering over her. I slink my arms around her waist before locking lips with hers, she kept smiling in the kiss but I didn't mind. When she slid her tongue into my mouth I knew she wasn't frustrated with me as much as she was a few hours ago.

"Oh great morning breath" she stated the obvious.

"You on the other hand taste minty fresh" I wink at her before heading up the stairs to take a shower.





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