"Me Too"~ Austin Mahone Fanfiction

Chapter 19

"Can you explain what's happening Emma?" His head crooked in my direction.

"It's not like that-"

"Then what the hell is it?! Because I'm fucking furious, and you! get the hell away from her!" he stood In between us I've never seen him this mad before. I'm a little intimidated.

"Don't you know how to casually be friends with her?!" She's my fucking girlfriend!"

"You need to calm the hell down okay! She kissed me!" Suddenly it all went quiet.

"Emma.... is that true?" Austin asked calmly way to calm.

"I..."

"Answer me"

"No..." I sobbed

I ran out of the house immediately,my book bag was barely hanging on to me and Austin was right behind me. The wind pushed my hair back as I ran out the neighbor hood I could still feel Austin on my tracks. My house wasn't too far and I know I can make it without loosing my stamina. The tears rolled down my puffy cheeks. I screwed it up I screwed it all up, he's never gonna forgive me or trust me. I know I wouldn't. I don't even know why I kissed him back, I don't even know why I still went know that Anthony was coming. There it is there's my house go go go. I reached the door and slid the key in quickly. Austin pulled it out before heavily breathing again.

"Just why?" His eyes became glossy

'Austin you know I didn't mean to hurt you" the tears came down hard.

"You cheated on me in the first week?!"

"I didn't mean it!"

"Just...." With that he walked away, I could hear his door slammed. What did I do? Did I screw it up, I did he's not coming back..... I hate myself and Anthony him mostly. How do you expect to say that to a girl and not get kissed.

I opened my house to see my step mom on the other side of the door. I couldn't tell her expression at the moment I'm basically blind from all the crying. I passed her immediately I don't want to talk about anything with anyone. I can already feel a Headache coming when I rest my head on my pillow. It's already becoming wet, I messed everything up it's over I just don't know what to do.

This was supposed to be my best relationship..
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The next morning I wake up my face all sticky from the dry tears on my face. No text messages no calls no nothing. I don't want to go to school today.... seeing Anthony and Austin will only widen the hole in my heart.

When I trudged downstairs I realized no one is home. I'm alone to drown in my misery. Maroon 5's song popped in my head immediately.

Why won't you answer me? The silence is slowly killing me....

No more kisses for me, no more sweet embracing hugs. No more piggy back rides no more Austin. That hurts the most.....

I can't say that I love him but I do love his company, can I just stay home for the rest of the week maybe school year? Okay maybe that's being a little overboard but I don't care. I screwed up the best thing I've ever had.

I walked into my kitchen and grabbed a spoon and a jar of Nutella. I walked back up to my bedroom and turned the tv on making sure that I wasn't too tempted to watch something sad. Love story movies make me cry no matter what but I don't need it, I really don't.
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I woke up again and checked my phone it's 2:30 twenty minutes before they let us out. I finished my jar of Nutella and apparently Twilight played on my tv. Oh Edward your sparkles are so magnificent. I walked back down to the living to see my Step mom chilling on the couch.

"I see you didn't go to school today..."

"No I didn't feel good"

"You don't look well, your a little too pale today. Would you like me to fix you up some chili?" I nodded and gave her a smile as I sat on the love seat.

"What happened?"

"Well..."

"I already know it involves that Austin Boy, his mother told me you two were dating"

"Yeah.... well it's a long story that's probably gonna make me cry again if I talk about it."

"Okay... I'll be in the kitchen"
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Later on that day I received a text from Katie. Of course she'd be worried about me..... I hope Anthony realizes he ruined my life. I don't think anyone can make me feel good right now not even Katie.

There ain't nobody who can comfort me..

Stupid Maroon 5 and there stupid catchy songs. I heard a knock at our door and from the sound of it I can hear Austin's lovely mother in our house. I walked down the stairs and stopped midway so they wouldn't see me.

"Oh what's wrong Nancy?" My stepmom asked softly.

"Austin... he didn't go to school today and he doesn't feel good. He's very pale and I haven't seen him this way since Madi's passing."

"Yeah Emma has the same problems"

"So then something happened between them then?"

"Must be"

"These poor little angels.... I hope nothing bad happens to them there perfect for each other."

"Yeah they are....."

"Are you making chili?"

"Yes ma'am"

"May I have some?"

"Sure I got a big pot"

I walked back upstairs and into my bathroom. Oh my gosh I look horrible... my hair is all poofy, I have bags under my eyes and dear lord I'm so pasty I could pass for a ghost. When I walked back into my room White chicks was on.... my favorite scene was playing with Terry Cruz.

And I need you, And I miss you..

Are you serious?