"Me Too"~ Austin Mahone Fanfiction

Chapter 54

Fuck

Shit

Fuck!

"Uhh" I only have a few more seconds to answer this...

"What's wrong?"

"I don't know what to say.... let me think about it"

"Okay...?" I rushed him back out the door. "What the hell?"

"Sorry! We'll talk tomorrow I promise."

My phone had stopped ringing... do I dare call him back? He makes me angry and sad I don't know what to say or do... My phone began ringing again his face appearing on my screen I quickly answered. Silence filled my ears, I was covering my mouth unable to stabilize my emotions..

"Emma.." He spoke softly, he sounded broken, desperate for this phone call like me.

"Hey" My voice was barely audible. I'm trying to stay strong but this isn't working. At all. I've been so torn lately. So fucking torn I turned to Grey.

"How have you been? I miss you so much"

"...." Aren't I supposed to forget? He isn't helping me. Nothing is right now I'm just a ball of anger. How could you tell me to forget about the best thing I had and not talk to me for a month?I miss him so much it's not even funny... I'm not me anymore or Austin's. The tears finally flow out as I'm reeling it all in.

"Are you crying babe?"

"Yes I'm fucking crying Austin, I loved you... you told me to forget you and now your calling me back?! Your not making any of this easy for me. I was actually happy before you called. You don't know how bad you hurt me, and you don't realize how angry I am just talking to you. Your not mine I'm not yours anymore. Don't call me again, if you still love me you won't try to contact me."

"Emma I'm-"

" ,Save your bullshit I don't need you sweet talking me, I want to fall in love with someone that will try to make it work!"

" I didn't think you'd do long distance....." He's broken, I can barely hear him.

"I would've done anything for you!"

Austin's P.O.V.

She hung up.

For one thing I'm happy to hear her voice, so damn happy. But I feel like shit as well. I was expecting her too melt in my hands but instead she was angry... She's right I shouldn't have called back, and I won't anymore. But hearing the pain in her voice made me realize how much of a dick I am.

Something's bugging me about her... I just can't put my finger on it.

I decide to call Alex and ask him a few questions.

"Hey man!" Alex beamed

"Hey"

"Haven't spoke to you in a while"

"Yeah, I've just been busy lately." Oh you know with all my therapy sessions.

"Let me guess, your calling for info on Emma?"

"Yeah" I clear my throat. ", Is she seeing someone?" I am so pathetic.

"No." Alex confirmed

"Oh. okay" I feel so much better now." Well I just called her and.... she wants nothing to do with me" I half laugh

"Hm that's weird."

"No, it's not she's right."

"How?! you two are like in love with eachother."

"Well on the day I moved I .... uh... Might've told her to forget me."

"Your so fucking dumb!"

" I know I am... you don't have to remind me."

"Well that's why she's been acting so..... different."

"How different....?" God dammit am I the cause of all of this?

"Okay I might've lied to you...."

"About what?!" I snapped

"She's seeing someone...."

"Emma?" I sigh deeply into the speaker and take a few moments ",hello?"

"Yeah"

"So she is seeing someone... who?!"

Fuck

Shit

Kill me now

If it's Anthony I swear...

"Grey she's dating Grey."

"Sebastian's cousin?"

"Yep"

"Okay, bye I don't need to hear anymore shit for the day."

"Austin.... you can't expect her not to move on. If you really want to know the truth I think they've just been messing around they're nothing serious, besides I've got her back she won't do anything stupid."

My heart is boiling with anger, tossing and turning. My heart feels as if it's about to burst. I don't know if I'm sad or disappointed in myself. I'm freaking angry that's for sure I can't stand to hear all this dumb ass news. She's angry because I've re-opened her wounds that were healing by Grey; messing around nothing serious....

"Alex...." I speak through my teeth.

"Yes....."

"Did they have sex.....?" I dare ask.

He stayed quiet for to damn long answering my question. If it wasn't so he would tell me. I don't wait for the answer I just hang up.

I know she's been kissed before;by others. Bur I thought my kisses had meaning, my love, obsessions, hugs everything. I thought it meant everything. I move out of the living room and up too my bedroom. Not only have I opened her wounds but I've deepened my own. I sit on the edge of the bed and start pulling my hair. I looked down to see tear on the wooden floor. Teasing me, of my poor choices. My vision becomes blurry as more tears come through.

I never ever thought in my life that I would cry over anyone. Except for my love ones...

But I realized just how bad I've got it now.
••••

Emma's P.O.V.

How dare he hurt me even more? How could he think i'd be all for him? I can't take it anymore none of it. I wiped my tears away as Grey called for me outside.

I opened the door and waited for him to come in.

"Are you crying?" he asked, holding his arms out for me to enter.

"No" I lie. His embrace is comforting.

", I heard you yelling at someone everything okay?"

"Yeah"

"So..."

"Yes..."

"Yes?"

"I'll be your girlfriend" I say wanting to rid of Austin's memory.

It's gonna be a long damn road but I don't mind at all. Whatever it takes to erase this pain I'll take the risks.