Chapter 31

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"Austin wait.....wait"I pulled away. "What about your friends?"

"They got there by themselves they can come back too" He breathed staring at my lips.

"But...-"

"Shut up and kiss me" he laughed

I obliged pressing my lips against his. They were in sync almost perfectly shaped. I've never felt these feelings when I kissed anyone else. Only he made me feel this weird tingling sensation I have in my stomach and toes. I always question his affection sometimes, if he uses me or not...

"What are you thinking about?" He pulled away. Damn how does he figure me out so easy?

"Nothing" I lie

He took his hands off my waist and walked away. Wait I'm confused? I follow him up the stairs an wait for an answer or reaction.

"What is it?" I ask

"You always bottle up everything, you never tell me shit."

"I'm sorry...."

"It's okay... I'm just sick of it" he sat down and opened a book. A book? Really?! Is this his way of ignoring me?!

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It's been an hour since he's talked to me and I'm a ticking time bomb at this point. He's just sitting there writing something, on his bed. I tried talking to him but he will not answer back no matter what.

I sat down on the floor in defeat still looking at him.

"Now you know how I feel when you don't tell me anything" he spoke finally.

"Yes I do-"

"No you don't I usually have to pry it out of you"

"So..."

"So?..So?!" His face twisted

"........."

"Never mind" again he picked back up the silent treatment and carried on what he was doing before.


I walked downstairs and out I his house into mine. Fine I can play the silent game no problem. I swear I don't think I've ever been this mentally frustrated before. I don't understand if this is a fight or if he's trying to teach me a lesson. Whatever it is it's driving me fucking nuts!

I fell asleep in my house tonight, wen though I felt a hint if loneliness I stayed here and I'm not going back until this unknown problem is fixed.

The next morning I woke up, I realized it was Monday. Great... more people I have to put up with. I left my hair wavy an put it in a pony tail. I slipped on my skinny jeans and a white V-neck . I brushed my teeth ,then head downstairs and put on my red vans. There was no Austin waiting outside for me. But as I walked I could see him in the distance. Is he really that mad?

"Austin!" I called

He stopped walking to look back. He just stood there. Waiting for me?

As I caught up next to him he looked me up and down and then in the eye.

"Good morning" he said, I can't tell his tone...

We began walking again, worry running through me. I tell him everything, I do everything with him. Gosh I'm with him all the time. The problem is, is that he know when something's wrong. I can't help that I feel a certain way......

As we entered the school he left my side... man this is bad.

"Okay what's wrong?" Katie asked watching me put my stuff in my locker.

"I honestly do not know" I huffed

"Well gee that perfect" She answered back.
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It was now lunchtime and I sat at my own table. While Austin sat at his, I really need to fix this.... It's driving me insane. He hasn't even tried talking to me today or text me. Why won't he just tell me?

I'm going Insane!


As seventh period strolled around the corner I felt like I was at square one. He only asked me for a pencil nothing else. He didn't talk to me or anything. When the bell rang I shot up out of my chair and straight home I cannot take this much longer.

Once I got home I flopped down onto my bed and just laid there. If I just lay here will things go back to normal?

It's only 4:30....... and he hasn't said anything to me, okay my I'm just overthinking things.

I heard a knock on the door and I headed downstairs, okay I'm just gonna hope its Austin.


He just stood there staring at me, hands in his pockets.


"Do you get it now?" He asked. Oh, that's what this is about. " I spent the whole day not telling you how I felt, I want you to fix this but I'm not gonna tell you. Do you see how annoying that shit is?" his tone a bit sarcastic.

"Okay, okay, I get it" He won

"Now let me in.." I moved out of the way

We sat down on the couch

"Do you want to tell me what you were thinking about now?"

"Well, you've already heard it before."

"Emma..." He warns

" I was just thinking about us that's all, like every time you kiss me I enjoy it I really do, but sometimes I wonder if you use me"

"What did I tell you before?, of course I'm not gonna use you. Your way better than that."

"I know..."

"Hey look at me" he placed a finger under my chin. " Stop overthinking things okay?"

I nodded my head as his soft lips touched mine.

Gosh I've needed this all day...



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