"Me Too"~ Austin Mahone Fanfiction

Chapter 58

Emma's P.O.V.

I not desperate at all.

I just really want to see him.

I haven't seen him so far but I know I can find him at lunch.

Maybe it was better for them to keep this from me. Then I wouldn't be as paranoid as I am now. All I've heard was just whispers about me and Grey today. How I am supposedly 'leaving Grey for Austin' which isn't the case... yet.

I just want to have a simple, regular, conversation with him. That involves no touching of the sort or contact of the lips. The bell releases us to lunch, Katie and I make our way to the cafeteria and sit at Alex's table.

I expected to see Austin sitting here with Alex . My emotions are getting the best of me at this point. I feel like he's avoiding me. Grey looks at me from across the table and sees my evident pain.

He signals me to get up and I don't protest. Everyone warned me the other day, that I shouldn't have asked and now I'm caught up in my feelings. The last person I expected to comfort me was Grey. I know him well enough, to realize he's hoping for us to get back together.

He pulls me to a lonely table to talk. When I look at him I see only caring eyes. He's not as torn as I am, but I'm sure he can understand what I'm going through.

"Emma...." he took my hand ", stop crying."

"Why are you comforting me?" I try to smile but fail miserably.

"Because I care about you..."

"I care about you to but why even I through this trouble. We broke up, and Austin's back, there's roomers-"

"Shut up, if I really cared about what people said I wouldn't even be talking to you right now where the whole student body can see us."

I say nothing, but give him a real smile and a kiss on the cheek. We aren't anything anymore, but I felt as if he deserved it. If the tables were turned Austin wouldn't be having any if this.

I get up and leave the table, venturing out into the hallways to find the nearest bathroom. When I enter the bathroom I'm surprised to find Cecilia in the bathroom fixing her smudged red lipstick.

"Why are you crying?" She spat

I grinned before thinking of a comeback but I had nothing. I've had nothing,but nothing for the past two months. I'm already defeated I have no fight left in me. She can suck a dick because I have no time.

"Nothing Emma?"

"No." I say plainly while looking in the mirror. I grab a paper towel and run a little water over it. I removed today's makeup and waited for Cecilia to say more shit. ",Anything else you'd like to throw in my face?"

She shook her head before leaving the bathroom. Well that was weird. I leave the bathroom, and turn the corner to my locker. My eyes looked at the floor watching the pattern if the multicolored tiles. Some had gum, some had a weird stain, others were just covered in dirt.

Suddenly my body hits another.

"Sorry" I fumble around biting my lip nervously the stranger has kept his arms around me, making sure I didn't fall.

I look up to see those damn hazel,green eyes I had been missing. I stepped back looking at him. His hair was pushed back into his orange beanie. His eyebrows still bushy, lips still plump.

"How've you been?" he asked scratching the back of his head.

I frowned and walked right pass him.