"Me Too"~ Austin Mahone Fanfiction

Chapter 39

As days go by I begin to wonder if she'll even see me leaving. A week has gone by and I haven't said a peep. Lately, me and Emma have been together everyday in the summer heat hanging out with the guys occasionally but at this point I'm crazy for Emma...... actually obsessed. I don't if she feels that way but as long as she loves me I couldn't care less what happens in my life.

The thought of making new friends, new people, no Emma... it hurts to think that way.

I'll be lonely....more than lonely really.

Summer is here, and I can't spend with my friends or the girl I love. Shut the fuck up now and tell her!

Do it!

But I can't I really can't I don't want to break her heart again.....

I looked at her, staring at the tv screen only in little time to turn in my direction to see me looking like an ass. I witness her soft features and hope that I can say this right. Honestly I don't want the words to come out....at all.

"Austin you okay?" She asked, my face turned to the floor as I nodded. "You've been acting strange today"

"Mm?" I hummed not wanting to say anything.

Emma turned her head to look at me, she had one little hand placed on my back watching me.. She began running circles on my back and for some reason, I had froze.

I was in deep thought I couldn't process, anything,nothing.

Every time I try this happens, this is the hardest thing to do in my life.

New people, new neighbors, school, friends.... I don't even want new friends. More importantly

No Emma.....

I can't stretch that enough. Emma will still try to work this out even though I'm far away right? I don't want anyone else, will she move on if it doesn't work out? Shit..... I hate this.

I hate when I get like this, it comes to a point where I don't talk and I worry others around me.

"I'm gonna leave, it seems you have things to think about....." She said, stoping her hand movements on my back. She stood up, but I had snapped out of it, quick enough to grab her wrist.

"Wait..." I stuttered a bit.

"What is it...?" She asked

Okay here we go I can do this, I took a deep breath and for a moment my lips were moving but nothing came out. Again I stood there looking like an ass now staring the floor with her wrist in my hand. I had froze once more, wondering why it won't come out.

I'm surprised to know that she's still here watching me dumbfounded, about everything. She jerked my hand off and left me in my house alone to rot in my own thoughts.

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It's Monday and I haven't approached Emma in two days..... I'm to scared to. I need to tell her that I'm moving and that's the only thing that comes to mind when I'm with her the problem is that I freeze every single time. I even tried calling her to say it. I still text her and have regular convo's but I really need to see her face...

Emma's P.O.V.

Austin and I have been a little weird towards each other the past few days. I feel like he needs to tell me something but it's not coming out right. Today I really just wanted to talk to Katie, alone without Sebastian. Luckily I've already called her an she's coming to pick me up.

I dressed in sweats and a regular t-shirt I didn't really plan on doing anything special so I just put my hair in a bun.

As I enter her car she gives me one of her big signature smiles. I greet her with a just as big smile pulling my phone out my pocket I check to see that Austin is texting me.

"Who ya talkin to?" She asked all giddy

"Austin.." Stupid question

"Oh"

"I really wanted to talk to you"

"It's alright"

"Yeah has Sebastian ever acted weird around you? Like has he ever lied to you?"

"I believe the only thing he's lying to me about is how many girls he has slept with..." She chuckled. " No there hasn't really been any awkward moments, but why?"

"Well, Austin's been acting really weird lately, it seems as if he's freezing when he's trying to tell me something important...." I confessed

"Hmm" she paused before continuing." It's probably something big"

"Yeah"

"Give him some time, he'll come around."

"He's been doing this for at least a week, I haven't seen him face to face for the past two days. I don't exactly know how much time to give him." It feels good to be able to confess my feeling to someone besides Austin.

"Well then, I don't think I can help you with that."

We pull up into a chipotle parking lot Before I exit the car I text Austin again before leaving my phone in the glove compartment.

Once I stepped into the Mexican restaurant my eyes meet Sebastian's, oh look who's here ...... Grey. His eyes stayed on mine till, I reached the small booth. I sighed heavily before sitting next to Grey.

"Good Afternoon Emmy" Sebastian teased...

"Who told you that?!" I half yelled stifling a laugh.

"Oh, Chill Katie told me" Of course.

I remember before, I move into this area. My parents used to call me that dreaded nickname , man that shit was so annoying. One day, Katie came over and my parents wouldn't stop calling me that and it came to point where I accidentally called me dad by his first name.

"Don't say it anymore please" I chuckled.

"It's not that bad" Can you not sir hotness?

I turned my head to look at him, his eyes were a warm green. I cocked an eyebrow letting him know not to even try.

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After lunch all four of us went to thee premier plaza, which was like a mall to Katie. But if there's no air conditioning that is not a mall to me. When Katie and Sebastian seemed to be in there own world, Grey decided to talk to me, I can already tell he's a problem.

"You dressed very casual today" he chuckled

I looked up to him, a smile tugging at his lips he let out another chuckle.

"So did you" pointing out his sweatpants.

"Well I wasn't planning on coming out to a mall, I just wanted to talk to Sebastian, about some things."

"Yeah I just wanted to talk to Katie"

"If you don't mind, may I talk to you about it?" He's so proper... an hot.

"Go ahead"

"Well I like this girl, and she has a boyfriend. So, I assumed we could just then be friends. I've come to realize she doesn't want anything to do with me."

"Can I ask who your talking about?"

"Don't call me crazy okay..." He laughed " I haven't been in this area long enough"

"Alright" I waved my hands around in front of me.

"Cecilia Brooks" I choked on the nothing in my throat.

"You Sir are wasting your time on her, from what I know she doesn't have a boyfriend okay? She claims to have a boyfriend so she let's every one else not to fuck with her."

"Then who should I waste my time on?" He looked down to me cocking an eyebrow.

I don't know why but for some reason I felt my face flush, before my cheeks turned red. I breathed deeply before answering him again.

"You were lying weren't you?"I giggled like a stupid freshman that I'm not.

"Maybe I was...." He cooed