Chapter 36

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Austin's grip felt different around this time; he led me to the nearest bathroom.

It's been almost two weeks, that we've been apart and I begin to think if he ever lost hope about us. I have so many questions but I fear that he'll ask me the one I don't want to answer. But it was my selfishness that brought me to that point. Me being in the drunken state I am, start reacting to my dumb decisions I hate crying so much.....

As we entered the bathroom Austin looked at me with his caring green eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"Number one I'm drunk" I laughed. " Number two I'm happy really, really happy." He smiled,grabbing a towelette from the cabinet and wetting it down.

"So am I" he laughed.

I hopped onto the counter and this immediately reminds me of the time, Cecilia smashed a pie in my face. When we drove back to Austin's house ; and he wiped the pie off my face and hair before we came to this dreaded house and almost had sex on day three.....

He pressed the warm towelette to my face and wiped all the cake off, my eyes watched his the whole time. He then picked out the pieces of cake in my hair as he came closer to me I had this sudden urge to just pin him against the wall-

"Emma, you look so beautiful" he spoke softly

"Stop"

"Stop, What?" He stopped abruptly standing in between my legs.

"I don't deserve you Austin..." I threw my arms around his shoulders, and this time I couldn't figure out his look on me, even though I wasn't directly staring at him, his gaze just felt different.

"Don't ever say that." he kissed my cheek, and traced them down my neck.

"I don't, I'm selfish, I assume to much I'm the reason that we're this way, I'm the reason that we broke up for no reason but my selfishness, I was to blind to see that I loved you back, I absorbed all the negative and just lashed out on you I-"

He connected his lips to mine and before I could actually process what was happening I realized that we were moving down a hallway. My legs wrapped around him not touching the floor.

"Austin.... Wait" I pulled away. "Are you sure about this?" My heartbeat sped up

"Only if you are." I've heard that before....

Grey appeared at the end of the hall. His eyes stared dead at mine before I could answer Austin. Honestly, I didn't want that to happen I'm not experienced like him, not that, that would be a problem for him.

"Hey, Everyone's looking for you guys downstairs" he chimed

I let myself down and kissed Austin on the cheek before grabbing his arm and following Grey back down the stairs. A weight had been lifted off my chest as I watched everyone happily dancing in the living room.

But what really caught my interest was Zach and Cecilia dancing well just Cecilia Zach didn't seem interested at all in the girl. Austin led me to the dance floor and we danced. Then when the slow songs came on only whispers were heard. Austin wrapped his arms around me, and did the same. Being together again was my favorite present, the look on his face when I came running down the hallway looked like he lost hope, like he was possibly about to cry.

But then I came running into his arms and I felt the warmth growing again. His hands were cold and then became warm quickly. Me on the other hand was just in sheer bliss.

"I love you" he hummed in my ear.

"I love you" I answered back with a kiss

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After we left the party, the drive back to his house was nice he held my hand the whole time back and played love songs in the car. It seemed a bit cheesy at first but I was just laughing the whole time.

When we entered his house Buddy greeted me like he always did he trotted around me stopping me in my tracks. We went up the stairs and stayed in his bedroom.

"So I actually do have a gift for you if you were wondering" he looked around for it opening one of his drawers. He pulled out a silver necklace with a heart pendant." Here..."

He locked the necklace on me and I loved the feeling of it on me. No one ever got me gifts like this, well besides my family.

"Thank you so much" an awkward silence passed as he pulled off his shirt and changed into only sweatpants. Well someone's definitely not insecure. "I guess I better get going" I headed for the door before his hand latched to my wrist.

"No stay the night" he begged

"You sure...."

"Positive" he want back to his dresser and pulled out a tank top and some sweat pants. "Here"

I took the clothes and changed in his closet, I felt weird wearing his clothes they were big on me. I came out the closet and sat down on the bed. I got under the covers and stared at the roof. Austin then joined me wrapping his arms around me kissing my forehead. As I dozed off I realized that I'm actually sleeping in a bed with him, and it wasn't as bad as I thought.

(A\N so like let's reach that 3K please share and vote because I care about you and I love you ~Asya
P.s sorry about the short chapter)





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