➳ Oh, Well Imagine Marvel➳ FINISHED

Broken

A/n:First attempt at angst. Trigger Warning: Cutting, Depression.Choose whoever you want for this because I can't decide. I did put hidden lyrics in this. New style of mine. Enjoy!

Y/p/c: Your person choice

You were broken. In a million pieces, shattered like broken glass. No one could help. Even those who saw past the fake smiles that never met your eyes or the yearning to go. You grew up broken. You dealt with the pain and misery.
You were afraid. Afraid that the world would see you like you saw yourself. A horrible, broken person with insecurities. Your parents knew you were broken. In a way it was their fault. Every time they fought you were the scars and the bruises. You were the wars that they fought.  You would always wonder what mom and dad would say if you told them that you cry each day.

As you grew up you became more empty. You became fragile like a porcelain doll. The lies ate you up. The worst part was that you wouldn't end it. You were to scared. Even when it became to much you still didn't pull the trigger or hit the vein. You were fighting this war against yourself. It was win or die. You did neither.

Your insecurities drown you;rip and tear you apart. It's all in your mind and there it will stay. Never did they live and nor did they cease their relentless torture.

It was hard. But you still made your way through life. You became a really high member of shield and became an Avenger. They became your real family instead of the jackasses who did nothing to help, only added to the pain. After a while with the team you forgot the enduring pain of not being perfect. Not being pretty enough or being funny enough. Everything was fine but it only lasted for a while.

On a mission it got bad. You just had a sudden anxiety attack and when you got to the tower you cut again. Y/p/c caught you before you could kill yourself. You were laying in a pile of your own blood, crying and gasping. A pill bottle lied in your bloody hands as you twisted the cap. S/he walked into your room for dinner and s/he saw you. Y/p/c rushed towards you and threw the pile bottle. You sobbed and blindly reached out for it. Y/p/c carried you to they bathroom and placed you in the tub. They cleaned your wounds while you gasped for air to reach your burning lungs through your closed up throat.

"It's okay. I'm here. Everything's fine, nothing's happening." Y/p/c cooed to you while wrapping your wrists in bandage.

You jut sat there watching with glossy, wide eyes. You stared at their h/c hair as they stared at your wrist. Everything was dead silent as s/he stopped and raised their head. Their eyes focused on your, almost looking for a sign of why you tried to kill yourself.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't help it. I was tired. I was tired of not being good enough. Not being good enough for the world. I couldn't take it. I tried to take the easy way out and quit" you burst into sudden tears as you shouted at Y/p/c

They just hugged you. They held you close, closer than they ever did before. They held you until you sobs turned to tears and your tears to hiccups and your hiccups to silence.

"Don't ever do that. You are perfect. And I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I couldn't help with pain or that I didn't know." Y/p/c said with guilt in his eyes and saddens written on his face

"Say something please anything" they pleaded.

"What am I supposed to say when I'm all chocked up and your okay. I'm falling to pieces okay. I'm falling to pieces." You looked up and whispered, gazing into their eyes.

This made them cry. Tears dripped down his/her face and onto your blood stained hands. It made clear paths through the red until it stopped and hit the tub floor. This time it was your time to hug them. You held them close as they silently cried to your pain.

"I was always able to see it in your eyes. Deep, inside you want to cry. And now I know that being broken up hurts but being alone is way worse. So now I'm here and I'm not going anywhere" y/p/c mumbled into your chest

You smiled and rested your head on his/hers. It comforted you that you had someone. No longer were you alone.