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Bulletproof Love•Natasha

I was supposed to do the lyric " my love for you was bulletproof but you're the one who shot me" but I decided to do the whole song. Enjoy!

I breathe you in with smoke in the backyard lights
We used to laugh until we chocked into the wasted nights
It was the best time of my life now I sleep alone
So don't, don't, don't wake me up cause my thrill is gone (say I'm wrong)

Natasha used to breathe you like smoke that she was addicted to. You would lay in your yard and laugh until you choked while Natasha breathed in your intoxicating scent and you called them wasted night. Those were the best times of her life until you left her and she slept alone. Those were the best times of her life and now there gone so she didn't want to wake up. She wanted to believe it was a dream so she kept sleeping.

In the sunset turning red behind the smoke. Forever and Alone, yeah!

You left her forever alone. Yeah, she didn't want to date anyone because she claimed no one else was better than you. She would stand and watch the sunset everyday while smoking and watched the smoke to turn red. The red reminded her of your lipstick that you wore and it broke her even more. (I got dem master rhymes right there)

You've gone and sewn me to this bed the taste of you and me
Will never leave my lips again under the blinding rain
I wanna hold you're hand so tight I'm gonna break my wrist
And when the vultures sing tonight I'm going to join right in

You made Natasha never want to leave her bed. The bed that held many memories that will never leave. Like the one where you had you first kiss that led to your first time. Your taste in her lips stood on her lips and never left even when her eyes leaked their salty blinding rain. When you left her she wanted to hold your hand tight, tight enough so she would break her wrist because she never wanted to let go. But when life played her sad songs she joined right in and sang.

I'll sing along
Cause I don't know any other song
I'll sing along but I'm barely hanging on
No I'm barely hanging on
By the time you hear this I'll be already gone
And now there's nothing to do but scream at the drunken moon

She would listen to yours and her song over and over again. She would sing along because she felt like it was the only song she knew because it was yours. It was your song and you were all she knew. She was barely hanging on when she left you messages of your favorite song. By the time you saw them she was going to be gone. Lost in her mind from the pain in her chest because you left. (another one of my crazy kool rhymes). You left Nat with nothing to do so she got drunk. You weren't there to hold her down so she got drunk and screamed at the moon. She screamed at the moon and stars because she couldn't keep you and she hated herself since there was nothing she could do (more master rhymes).

This isn't fair don't you try to blame this on me
My love for you was bulletproof but you're the one who shot me
And God damnit I can barely say you're name
So I'll try to write it and fill the pen with the blood from the sink

She told herself it wasn't her fault. That she couldn't do anything to stop you. It was you who shot her bulletproof love. You shot straight through it. Nat told herself it wasn't her fault and to forget you but she could barely say your name. Without remembering you face or your e/c eyes and feeling the pain that you caused her. She couldn't say your name so she tried to write it in her blood. Her blood that leaked in the sink because she couldn't take it anymore.

But don't say it, you should sing my name
Pretend it's a song because forever it's yours
And we can sing this on the way home

She wanted you to sing her name. To sing her name to the world because it belonged to you. Natasha's name belonged to you because you were the one who finally beat her. Beat her down and left her defenseless. So Natasha wanted you to sing her name and sing it back home. Back to her but you never came back.

But there's nothing to do, but tear my voice apart
There's nothing to do, but scream at the drunken moon

Natasha couldn't do anything but scream. Scream at the moon and the sky like it was there fault. And she screamed until she tore her voice apart. She screamed because her love for you was bulletproof but you were the one who shot her.

Im proud of this. Like really proud. Hope you enjoyed it