➳ Oh, Well Imagine Marvel➳ FINISHED

•Scars~Steve•

-TheLostGirl01-

Tear my heart open, sew myself shut

Twisting on the tattered barstool you ordered another beer. It was about your 5th one and you were perfectly fine. It seemed to be mending your broken, hopeless state. You tore you heart open only for you to sow it shut.

My weakness is that I care too much

Caring too much. You always thought of it as a virtue but it turned out to be a flaw. A weakness. Cared too much for another to not fall that you fell yourself.

And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

No matter how many times you tell yourself it's fake, the scars remind you. Remind you off your past and all the scars you've gotten. Too many scars and not enough wars. After all the wars you became numb. Filled with novocaine. The only thing you felt was the guilt from killing your sister. So you tore your heart open, just so you could feel. Feel the pain that she felt centuries ago. You would remember it for centuries.

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone

By now it was your 12th beer and you were feeling highly tipsy. Even tipsy you felt down. And you wanted to be alone. Looking around from the surround corner you were in you noticed how empty the bar was. It was only you and some stranger who was singing Imaginary Lover quite horribly. Multi Colored Fairy Lights were strung around the room. Every noise was blocked out from your head until you heard the bell ring to the front door.

I'm pissed 'cuz you came around

Doing another turn on the stool you saw the blond hair. The blond hair that rested on the head with the blue eyes that you swam in once until you drowned. Rolling your eyes you turned back around to face the bartender and ordered another beer.

Footsteps fell closer to your seat as you chugged the beer.

"Grace" the voice said concerned

You didn't reply. You tried to seem unfazed by the voice but sweat started to grace you face. Your eyes dashed back and forth as Steve took a seat next to you.

It made you mad. It made you made that he came back and had the nerve to try to talk to you and take back the words he said. It made you pissed that he was there. And you were going to show it.

"Why don't you just go home" you said in an angry and serious tone

Cuz you channelled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself

Steve looked at you in shock. He couldn't believe that you said that to him. He couldn't believe that you would be so cold towards him.

"Yeah I said it. Now go away" you noticed his shock

Steve just sat down. He took away your beer and slid it down the counter. You looked at him with cold eyes and a hard glare.

"Can we just talk?" Steve asked

"You wanna talk? I'll go first. You channeled all your pain and forced it on me too fix it. And when I didn't you got made and said 'why'. You wanna know why? Because I have to fix myself and I can't help you fix yourself. You're making me insane and all I can say is tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel.

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice

You knew you shouldn't have let him in. Shouldn't have taken him in because he looked broken and needed a smile. You went against your own advice and now it was killing you.

I saw you going down
But you never realized

Steve never realized after building up, he was crumbling down. Crumbling down after years and years of construction. But you saw it. You saw the tower start to crumble and knew it was going to crash down.

That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

He never realized he was drowning so you offered your hand. Offered your hand before he found out he was drowning because compassion is in your nature for the ones you love. And tonight was your last stand. The last chance he got from you. You wouldn't help him when he was drowning. You wouldn't pull him up.

I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself!

"I left my heart open. I guess you didn't understand. You didn't understand that it was for you to heal. You were supposed to mend yourself with me. But you didn't understand. So go fix yourself" you spat at Steve and watched his blue eyes grow shiny with tears

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried

"I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel