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I Hate You, I Love You•Tony

Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips

I used you. Tony regretted the words as soon as he said them just like you regretted leaving. You were used but you were still missing him. Missing Tony and the feeling of his lips on yours.

And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

After all this time, it still hurts. It hurts seeing Tony out and about while you were just going outside to get a new tub of ice cream. But you couldn't tell anyone, not because you didn't want to but because you didn't understand it. And after all this time, you realize how much you need Tony, but it's too late.

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

You hated Tony. Hated him for using you. Hated him for lying and saying he loved you. But at the same time you loved him. Loved him for the times when he felt something for you. Loved him for the times you had when you believed you were happy and that everything was actually. Loved Tony for the times when you were to young to notice and too dumb to care that love was a story that couldn't compare. And that's why you hated yourself, for loving and missing Tony. Didn't want to love him but you couldn't help it, he's Irresistible. You couldn't put anyone else above him. And that's why you hated yourself.

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

Pepper. She was the reason Tony left you. The Strawberry Blond made Tony fall in love with her. He looked at her he wanted her, needed her. You could never be her. That's when the using you came in. Tony used you because he couldn't break up with you quickly because it was bad for publicity. When Tony decided the time right he broke up with you and went to Pepper, the one he wanted.

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember

Little did Tony know he would miss you. Miss you when he had those late night panic attacks, Miss you when he was driving his sports cars. Tony missed you in the worse and best ways. His heart clenched in his chest when he saw the hoodie you wore when you went to the beach and got drunk. No more memories with you. That's what he especially missed. Now all he could do was say Thanks for the memories, even if they weren't so great.

Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you

Waves. Waves was what Tony was drowning in. Drowning in the waves of missing you while wondering of if you missed him like he missed you. All of this because he went and got attached to you. Fucked around at a party and got attached to you. First you were friends and then you were a couple. Numerous times you broke his heart with getting a boyfriend and leaving him in the friend zone. But even when he was tired of everything he somehow wasn't tired of you. Sometimes he wondered what it was. Whether the shining e/c orbs or the h/l h/c that fell down from your head. Either way Tony was attached to you.