➳ Oh, Well Imagine Marvel➳ FINISHED

•Worth It~Bucky Barnes•

You weren't good at expressing your feelings, you just didn't have great examples of romantic emotion - or any kind of cute emotion from romance movies - it was as if all your life, until the moment you met Bucky, you lived like a damn robot. But then you created an interest in the charming Barnes and all officially began after a meeting at Steve's house, where you, the two super soldiers and Sam drank too much. Fortunately for you, Sam and Steve drank to the point of not remembering the night and especially your moans that Bucky proudly caused. You didn't know what or how you managed it, but then you two started dating, Bucky always being a precious soft ball to the point of you got along extremely well. He understood you extremely well. You really complemented each other and you felt glad that he didn't require emotions you didn't know how or felt comfortable in trying to express. Everything seemed perfect during the long months of relationship... Until now.
"You can't be fucking serious!" you growled angry, raising your hands in frustration and glancing at Bucky. "You can't do this! I'm not a fucking property. Especially your property!"
"You have to understand that this mission is dangerous, (Y/N)! You're not coming, period." Bucky said through clenched teeth, his body language in full defensive position like a wolf waiting to pounce.
"Fuck that shit! If I have to electrocute you to be able to go through that damn door, I will." you simmered, starting to focus on the electrical charge on the tips of your fingers and you saw Bucky's eyes stare for a few seconds your hands before relaxing his posture. "Good, now let me pass."
"(Y/N), please, I just... Dammit, this mission is really complicated and dangerous! I care about you, worry about your safety and don't want to risk losing you." Bucky ran his flesh hand on his now short hair, a pure anxiety gesture, his voice now controlled and you could feel the emotions he tried not to show it, but you could see through his blue eyes. "I love you, (Y/N)."
"I'm not sure if I can say the same." you said coldly, keeping your expression blank and, trying to avoid Bucky's hurt look, you took the time to pass through him and head toward the quinjet where the others waited.
Shit. Your surprise attack had gone awry, Bruce lost control after a guard shoot his direction and so the mission went in a complete chaos. There were many soldiers and machines to fight at the same time, the whole team was split into the huge warehouse that seemed like almost a maze. Shit. You managed to get rid quickly of the machines thanks to your power, doing the same with the soldiers that appeared, then you fled to the top of the wall that created that damn maze. Your eyes searched for the members of your team as your heart almost pounded in your ear. Shit. Who were you trying to fool? Your eyes looked worryingly for Bucky and when you found him, you didn't think twice about going to him. And then you noticed one of the machines appear behind Bucky and aim at the back of his head. You didn't stop to think or wait to see if he would notice, you just threw yourself in front of the machine while it fired several times in your direction. For a moment you lost your breath and felt your eyes roll back as you fell with a heavy thud on the floor.
"(Y/N)!" you heard Bucky scream and you forced yourself to open your eyes that you didn't remember having closed. Bucky knelt beside you, taking you in his arms and trying to stop your bleeding, but the front of your white uniform was getting completely stained red. "No, no, no! My love, hold on! Doll, keep your eyes open!"
"James-" you choked slightly trying to breathe, leading your trembling hand to the face of the man you had learned many important things. Bucky closed his eyes for a moment trying to control the tears, but quickly returned to look at you when he felt your heart beat increasingly weak, he hugged you with affection and sobbed heavy. "James Barnes, I love you. Don't cry- Die for you... it's worth it. "
"I love you too, doll" Bucky whispered, but you didn't hear his answer. And he stayed there with you in his arms, his body shaking as he cried his pain. Nothing would be worth it if you weren't coming home with him. You should have heard him.