Without You

Chapter 33

"Allison Carter where the fuck are you?" Jake yells into the phone.

"Uh home?" I say cautiously.

"Home? As in my home? In New York State?" I could feel him getting more agitated by the second.

"Uh yeah?"

"Can you explain why you haven't picked up my calls and I have been sleeping in my fucking car for a few days in MONTREAL."

     "I told you I didn't need your help-"

"Are you actually home?"

     "Uh yeah I'm in the North Barn."

"Sleep there. You don't deserve the house."

But before I could respond, he hung up. Jerk. I mean okay I get it I totally screwed up again and led him to Montreal, didn't pick up his calls, and snuck home but really his 'punishment' is having me sleep in the barn because I don't 'deserve the house'. That's low and I don't even mind sleeping in barns. And doing that he's making Autumn sleep with me in the barn.

AllieC: Jess have you heard anything on Jack?

YourBestFrandJess: You text me now huh. Well I don't wanna text now so bye bitch.

Good, I got one person I hate me. Now just a football team more and then it would be easy to get out of here. All I need is Autumn.

AllieC: Camden have you heard abt Jack?

Camden: What. You text me when you need something.

AllieC: Sorry but you are all I got right now. Please don't be mad.

Camden: Look, I know I don't understand your motives of anything and I barely know you but you can't expect to just disappear, make all of us worried sick (so sick Jessie threw up all night) and then just come back when you feel like it. I'm sure you have your motives but it's hard because Allie, literally our entire school is relying on you. The football team is how the school 'makes money', I'm not really sure why but we are depending on the team doing well in order to get funding for our extracurricular programs. There is only so many rich people in this small town that are willing to put in thousands, to get nothing out of it. So the football team needs you to be their QB because you can make us win, and you can get us money. It isn't fair to us all if you run away. Again I'm sure you had a reason but it doesn't make you a very reliable person or a reliable friend.

AllieC: Camden, I'm not reliable. I'm not a reliable person. I don't want to be held accountable for crap because I'll screw it up. Everything I crush in my path. You have Jason back again it shouldn't be a problem.

Camden: Jason fucking sucks. We won what like 1 game with him ever.

Camden: wait u r home?

AllieC: Just stopping in, which I shouldn't have because I screwed up some more, but I'm leaving soon so I won't harm anyone else.

Camden: What happened?

AllieC: What you haven't heard?

Camden: Party?

AllieC: It's Thursday.

Camden: Call me.

"Who are you texting furiously? Your boyfriend?" Autumn says and laughs.

"No sorting out crap. Sorry one sec I got to talk to my friend." I told her and smiled apologetically.

"Boyfriend?" She winked and I rolled my eyes and shook my head.

"Hey." Camden says

"You haven't heard?" I try to keep my voice steady.