Without You

Chapter 42

I slowly open my eyes to see a white wall. My walls are not white, this isn't Jake's room. I quickly sit up and realize I was lying on a hard naked chest. I roll off the chest and fall onto the ground. My head is all foggy, I have a massive headache and my throat hurts. I look back up at the bed and realize I was laying on Jason's body.

Where am I?

The room is white and Jason and I were on a queen bed with a dark blue comforter. There is another guy lying at the bottom of the bed as well who appeared to be Wesley. On the ground is KMP, Nick and someone I don't recognize. I quietly walk out of the room trying to find some Advil or something for my headache. I walk by a mirror and nearly audibly gasp when I see my appearance.

My blonde hair is in 2 sections, one braid and the other half is in a bun on the side of my head. I'm wearing Jason's shirt and sweatpants with no bra or underwear on still. I don't have any makeup on besides my mascara which is all over my face. The area under my light blue eyes is a dark blue indicating I didn't have much sleep at all.

I remember going on my 'date' with Jason and putting on his clothes because we got wet. He has to go to Nick's house, which is where we must be. I remember being hungry and- No. Oh crap it was the brownies. They had to have been hash brownies. Oh what did I do?

I walk into the living room and see my phone making on the couch with the picture of me and James on it. I flip it over to see no missed calls or text messages. I slide open my phone and enter my passcode. All of my text messages between me and Camden, Jessie, or anyone from the team are gone. My text messages to Autumn, Susan, Maddie, Coach, and my English teacher are there but everything else is gone.

I get up and walk into the bathroom. After finding Advil and downing a couple I clean myself up a little and walk into the room where the guys are. Jason is awake on his phone and Nick is playing something on his phone Wesley is watching. KMP and the guy I don't recognize are still sleeping.

"Uh what happened last night?" I ask, my voice is barely there and I have to cough after talking. Jason gets up and hands my a cup of water I down in seconds to stop my coughing. "So?" I urge on and everyone just looks at me.

"Jase you can tell her." Nick says.

"No way she'll punch me." Jason tells Nick and Nick laughs.

"Scared of a little girl punching you?" Wesley laughs along with Nick.

"Why don't you do it Wes she won't hurt you." Jason suggests.

"She'll hurt me. Why don't you do it? You went on a date with her." Wesley reasons with Jason.

"Someone just tell me." I croak out, my voice sounding awful. "Or I'll hurt you all."

Jason clears his throat. "So well we came over here and decided to eat not one, not two, not three, but six hash brownies and we couldn't stop you. Then you got high and ran around like an idiot and then we all crashed in here. We skipping today, we'll just say your sick." I can't help but think that's not all.

"Why are all my texts gone and does Jessie know why I bailed on her?" I croak out again but start coughing. When I stop I add, "And why don't I have a voice?"

"Well you sent some texts out and then Nick deleted them all. Jase called Jessie and knows we accidentally got you high. And you did a lot of screaming last night running around the neighborhood yelling at the top of your lungs." Wesley tells me.

"Oh. Well can someone take me to Jessie's?" I croak out and Jason picks up his keys.

"I'll be back." Jason says and I follow him out the door. All the way to Jessie's it's silent in the car. It is early, 5:30 AM on a Tuesday so maybe he's tired. We pull into a driveway in a development. I have never been to Jessie and I'm sure she doesn't want me coming over at 5:30. I send her a text message telling her I'm at her house.