smell the roses | j.j.k

22

December 1st

I felt sick going to work today.

I can't explain to you whether it was from excitment to see you or nerves. I don't know what to do around you now.

Do I pretend the kiss never happened?

Do I pretend I didn't stay up most of the night, running my fingers over my lips, hoping I could capture the feeling of yours on mine?

Do I act as if my mind didn't wonder if you only kissed me in hopes she saw and was jealous?

I have never been more willing and more reluctant to go to that florist. I stood behind the counter, making a continuous beat with my fingers on it. Each time the bell rang, I would jump.

It reached my lunch break, and still not a single sign of you. I felt relieved but o was also intensely disappointment. I could barely eat as my mind ran over every possible reason as to why you would kiss me.

I don't know why I had so little faith in your just kissing me because you wanted to.

I saw it when I went back into the shop.

A single rose say on the counter.

I could feel my heartbeat in my ears as I noticed it was a yellow one with a red tip. I also saw the note that was tied to it.

"I'm starting to believe again." - Jeon Jungkook