Okay I just can't stop listening to this song, it's friends by ed sheeran.
It's like the story of my life. Okay so my love life like I've said before is pretty non existent.
Buy I never told told you why. It might be because I'm a lame, needy black girl. Or probably more like that I'm more of a guys best friend then I am the girl friend type
I used to be very boyish, and I basically identified as a guy but didn't know at the time.
Well I used get plenty shit from girls for having all guy friends.
Well I also identify as asexual since I was about 13.
Damn thus ain't shit to do with the song but I'm just going to skip over.
Okay so the song is basically about this relationship between these friends that which is very uncanny where they are in a relationship but don't call it that.
And it's basically wanting her to stop calling them friends cause that not how friends act and to call them what they are.
It pretty amazing because well I think I like this guy and our relationship is kind of weird cause I can never tell if he likes me or what so that shit be pissing me off because what are we we sure don't be acting like just friends.
Woah life just got real
