I know it seems weird for me to rant about myself but here we go.
I'm kind of of a bitch. I push people away because I'd rather be alone.
I don't care about if your sensative as hell I'm still going for the jugular.
I have zero filter. If I don't like you you're going to know. There's no hiding it.
An my resting bitch face is out of control. Like I'm honestly a nice person, when I want to be.
But I don't have any friends because people tell me I look like I might punch them if they say the wrong thing to me.
Speaking of punching someone I will beat your ass in a heartbeat.
I don't have fear and won't regret beating yo ass if you try to play me.
I will take being called a hoe, bitch, whatever. But I will not tolerate being called stupid.
That is something I will never be.
If you try to down play me you will get popped in the eye.
I hate this about me but it's who I am. I can't change that I look like a nerd but when I'm crossed the wrong I will spill all the tea.
I wish I could be nicer to everyone. I wish I didn't have judge. I wish I didn't have to stick up for the little man.
Because in reality they're just representation of myself. And I think of how no one was there for me
I hate bullies, yet sometimes I feel as if I am one.
I'm only a bully to those who are fortunate, who don't what it's like to be lesser than.
I wish I didn't care so much to try changing a world that's been this way for thousands of years.
Some days I want to be able t look at a person and not feel digust.
To not cop an attitude with everyone who adresses me or just don't feel sad just because.
When I writing I'm seem bipolar af. But I'm not. Well I dont think I am.
Today is just a 'I hate everyone' type of day and I just want it to not be like that.
Damn.
But I can't stop being me.
