It has been along time. A very long time since I've stepped anywhere near this site let alone thought about preserving this here rant.
Are rants even cool anymore?
Was I just a naive kid who got too big headed for her own good?
Telling all of my followers they don't need a leader. Yes I still love Donald Glover.
I don't even think i would be back on here if it was the increasing number of spamy comments flooding my email about this site and I thought I might check it out. I was wafted with nostalgia over this place. The people I met. The message I spread. And the boundaries I seemed to not have at that time in my life.
Maybe there is a couple of you straggling around this site that have come across this very angry rant book published by a once 15 or 16 year old me that went on for a while.
If you wanted to know where I've been I did not fall off the face of the earth instead I graduated high school, got rejected from my dream school, and settled for an extremely expensive private college in the town where I live.
I have not yet found my place here, at the school, just a slew of regrets that I have left behind in my first semester that I would be too embarrassed to talk about with anyone who was not there to witness it them self.
With that not finding my place here at my school. I think I just haven't found my place in this world and I constantly think back to a , 2016, when I had everything figured out. Where I didn't cry so much and I had the best friends and did not just settle for ones that I really don't have anything in common with.
I came to realise that I was happiest when i threw myself into activism. My once thriving Instagram account where I would get hate comments at least 5 times a day has also died.
But I think I might want to revive this in order to find myself again.
If you're still out there, give me a whistle or hang me to dry.
