Two animated titles in the same book look at me. I just didn't know what to call this one.
Alright you guys this is not really a rant but here we go anyways.
Well if you don't know me should. Jkjk I'm a nobody.
But still I don't like guys right, I identify as asexual.
Alright well I've known this guy for like two years now.
We're like on the same team or whatever. And we were actually partners so we became really close.
Guys are like m comfort level so spend a lot of time with them, but when I joined the team I was just a freshman with no friends, and I didn't talk to anyone.
But alex, let's call him that, was the exception since we spent all this time together.
So now he's become one of my closet friends.
So I don't it's just something about him. This year we're not normal partners so you know I still talk to him.
I think we have a bond and all and his dad likes me and is really cool always giving advice and stuff.
Right so I don't know what happened.
It initially started with me trying to pair up my friend, let's call her Sarah, with him. They had so much in common and looked really cute together.
I still think they should be together.
But it's the same as last year so I don't know why I feel especially different.
I always cheers for his matches. He always holds my glasses cause I'm blind as shit.
But it wasn't until yesterday when I spent time with him, mostly just me and him that I started feel even more.
Any guy that can make me laugh already has a leg up.
I remember we were doing something and I did a thing for him and called me best friend
I was shocked. That's basically girlfriend right
Well I don't know what to do with him I have to see everyday at practice but the season is almost over, he goes to a different school.
Oh I just remember that I was telling my mom how he was one of my only friends, him and Sarah, then shrimp goes that we would look cute together.
Man my mom just shipped us like what the fuck.
Alright I'm going to stop talk about boys now cause it just feels wrong.
Bye
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