Creep..

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Everybody likes Dedrick now. Its not even fair and most of the people that like him are "popular." I can talk to him but I get nervous and don't have the conference to do it. I actually prayed to god that I wanted a boyfriend that had curly hair this semester but he's a new kid. And that's what happened actually but usually my prayers doesn't work so I gave up.

I just felt like a creep because we were walking behind him and I went into his class when it was second period. I only wanted to "talk to caitlyn." Imma change how I was acting today cause I don't want it to be too obvious to him so imma wait till Thursday.

Wednesday

Dedrick don't come to school today so I had my time to think about what I should do. Tia had made me feel better when I told her about me having no chances with the guy because they have the confidence (all "popular" people have a better chance cause they look better and they are confident pros). But I found out that Sandra fucks with the other Darron and they talk. And mirah (the other girl that likes him) won't go out with him because Tacee's play mom told her not to because he do too much.

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