MICHAELS POV
I was sitting in front of room 334 for now...
6 hours.
There were no news about her.
Or well, doctor told me, that it will be pointless to be here for at least week, because they can't do anything sooner.
My phone started buzzing, and I answered it with a lazy voice.
"Hey Ash, what's up?"
"Hey, you doing okay?"
"Yeah"
"Well, even tough, what happened, we, as a band have to stay together. We got a record deal you know, and we can shoot our first real music video. And Luke was okay to forget everything, that happened.
"Well, this is huge."
"Yes, and this is once in a life time opportunity! Are you in Michael Gordon Clifford?"
I hesitated for a second, but asked
"When are we going to shoot the video?"
Ash giggled as he answered
"In two days, it's huge. But I'll see you later, okay?"
"Yea, sure, bye!"
As soon as the call ended, I decided to text Nami about the news.
M:Hey, I can't be here for few days, me and the band got a record deal and we're shooting a music video for few days, is it okay?
N:Wow, that is huge! And yea, sure, I can stay in hospital and keep you updated. (:
M:Thank you, Nami. :)
I decided to drive home and get a shower.
As soon as I got out, I checked my phone.
A text from Calum.
"Band practice at 6pm"
I still have 2 hours. I could go and check on Nami at Marys house.
I took her house keys, just in case and drove there.
Nami wasn't home, so I decided to take some Mary's stuff and bring it to the hospital, so when she wakes up, she would feel more like at home.
As I stepped in her bedroom, I saw, that she took down all the pictures of us.
I picked up her favorite body spray and just smelled it.
Sweet, just like her.
I miss her. I regret everything.
Why am I so bad person?
Will I ever change?
Her dark blue ukulele.
I played some chords on that and hummed.
We used to pretend to be Josh and Tyler from Twenty one pilots and gave shows to her plushed toys.
The teddy bear, I got her from the fair.
That was the day, we confessed our love.
Her Green day shirt, she was wearing, when we first met.
I remember so clearly, how happy she was, jumping in front of the stage and fooling around.
The necklace I got her, when we had our 2 months anniversary.
We went on a picnic on that day and it started raining and we ended up doing a indoor picnic because of that.
I didn't even realize, when I was sitting on the floor, crying.
Feeling so defeated and weak, I hate it.
I took my phone out and decided, that I can't torture myself like that anymore.
I changed my lockscreen of sleeping Mary and drove to band practice way too early.
I had time, so I decided to start writing a new song.
"Wasted days, dreaming of the times I know I can't get back
It seems I just lost track
Looking on as all of life's colours seem to fade to grey
I just walked away"
Clapping started coming from the door.
"Hey, you're pretty good!"
"Thank you, but excuse me, who are you?"
"Your bands manager"
"Oh, nice to meet you"
I stood up and we shaked our hands.
"just in few weeks, you'll have thousands of screaming teenagers crazy for you."
"Yeah, that is awesome."
Soon the other boys arrived and we had really good evening.
Me and Luke ignored the past and made a face, that everything is okay, for our manager.
5 of us went to a pizza place for dinner, where we signed our contracts.
