Permanent Vacation

Breathe

MICHAELS POV

It's been few weeks after the gig, where Mary visited us.
She gets ill really often and I've stayed with her every day.
If this doesn't stop, she needs to go to the doctor.

At the moment I'm driving over to her place, with some chocolate and Disney movies.
I finally arrived at her house and went in and upstairs.

As I got behind her door, I heard crying, so I decided to knock on the door before I went in

MARYS POV

~earlier that day~

Shit, my period was supposed to start about a week ago.
Why is it late.

And then it hit me.
Morning sickness, period is late, I'm CRAVING chocolate all the time.
Fuck.
It can't be.
Me and Michael have used condom all the time.

Wait.
Fuck.
Luke.

I didn't want to wait, so I drove to the pharmacy.
As I stepped in, I felt how, I got nervous. My hands turned sweaty.

I didn't want to waste time, looking for the test, so I went to straight to the cashier.

"Hi, can I buy a pregnancy test?"
"It's 10.99"
She just looked at me with a judgmental look, so I handed the money over and rushed out of the store.

I drove back home and opened the package.
I already felt the tears pushing out of my eyes.
What If I am pregnant?
I have to finish my last year at school first and I have 1 month of summer break left.
There's no way, I could deal with that.

I just decided to take the test and I didn't want to look it.
I went back to my room with it , sat down, looked at it and broke to tears.

Two stripes.

I was panicking and I felt, how the world turned into a blur.

Suddenly I felt, how someone was hugging me.
Michaels calm voice was talking, and it took me couple seconds to understand, what he's saying.

"Shush, everything is okay, breathe. It's okay. I'm here. Breathe."

I was finally able to calm down and I looked at him, with my red, puffy eyes.

"Do you want to tell me, what happened?"

I just looked down, where I saw the pregnancy test and burst into tears again.
I saw, how Michael picked it up, and hugged me.

"It's going to be okay Mary. Everything will be okay."

He lifted me up to bed and cuddled next to me, while softly patting my head and telling me that everything is going to be okay.
And finally I fell asleep like that.