Shawn Mendes Imagines

59: Just another

Y/N's POV:

I open my eyes to realize I'm alone in his bed. The sheets are still a tangled mess, my bare body wrapped into them.

Pictures flash through my mind as I try to piece together what had happened last night.

Like the way his lips felt against mine, filled with a burning passion I've never experienced before. And the magic his hands worked against my body. The loving, sweet nothings he whispered in my ear as I fell asleep next to him.

I'm jolted out of my thoughts by a knock on the door, self-consciously pulling the blankets over my chest. I never open my eyes, afraid of who I might see.

"Y/N?"

Shawn's voice comes from the doorway and I smile at the simple sound of his voice.

"Good morning." I sigh. My voice is rough since I just woke up. Oddly, my stomach turns.

"You want to go get breakfast?" He asks. I can feel the weight of his body slide onto the bed next to me, his warm hands sliding under the sheets and onto my thigh.

"Um, not really." I reply. My stomach churns again. Suddenly, everything clicks.

"Oh my gosh." I mutter. He sits up.

"What?" He asks. His face is concerned. I can't tell him. I can't tell him that the reason why my stomach is in knots is because I just slept with the biggest f-boy in the school.

"Nothing, I'm fine. I uh, I just had a bad dream, and I just remembered it." I lie. He smiles, bending his body down and pressing his lips lightly to my neck.

"Okay. Well, when you get hungry, there are pancakes ready downstairs. Meet me down there when you feel like it." His warm breath tickles my neck.

"Thanks." I murmur. He climbs back out of the bed.

I'll now forever be just another girl that Shawn got too. I should've known. I should've known this was going end up badly. I know I shouldn't have listened to his lies.

I climb out of the bed and grab my clothes from last night off the floor, pulling them on. I find myself wandering through the halls of his apartment until I reach the kitchen where he is standing, leaning against the kitchen counter on his phone.

"Hi, princess! I'm glad you finally joined me!" He smiles, setting his phone on the counter behind him. In two strides, he closes the space in between us, pulling me tightly to him. I try to wiggle out of his grasp.

"Shawn, please." I mumble, gasping for air.

"What?" He releases me.

"I can't. You just wanted me because you screw every girl in the school." I say finally. His face softens and he reaches out to touch my arm.

"Oh, gosh. No, it's different. I want to be in a relationship with you. I know what it seems like, and I totally deserve it, but I want to change, Y/N. I didn't just use you for sex, I was just looking for a gate to open so I could ask you to be my... my girlfriend." He explains, his voice cracking.

Everything in my body is telling me to say no, except for my head.

"I-I don't know." I mumble.

"I swear I've changed. I won't hurt you, mentally or physically, just trust me." He says lightly.

"O-okay." I stutter, taking a deep breath. I'm going to give him a chance. He flashes me a priceless smile.

"Would you like a pancake now?" He chuckles.

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A/N:

Whale. Okay then. I love you, my Rice Krispies!!

QOTD: What is one place you wanna visit?

AOTD: Brazil. I have no clue why...