Shawn Mendes Imagines

50: Always and Forever (Request)

This imagine is for Aleksandra_Sidemen I hope you like it girly!!
Aleksandra's POV:

"I don't understand, Shawn. I thought he was going to be good for me." I sniff, wiping my nose with the back of my hand. He runs his fingers through my hair lightly.

"I know, Aleksandra. I thought so too." He replies.

"Thanks for being here for me." I whisper

"That's what best friends are for, aren't they?" He matches the volume of my voice.

"I just feel so helpless. And used. He used me." I sigh. He only wanted one thing from me. And even though I refused, I led him on. And when I told him to stop, he wouldn't. Tears fill my eyes for the millionth time today, and I start sobbing yet again. Shawn holds me tightly to his chest. He sighs, trying to keep his cool as he holds my fragile, shaking body.

My world seems to be shattering around me, falling to pieces at my feet. The only thing keeping me grounded is Shawn's body pressed against mine, his strong arms wrapped around me protectively. Panic courses through my bloodstream as I feel something brush against my breasts, and I sit up quickly, freaking out.

"Shh, I'm sorry. It was only me raising my hand to check my watch." He mumbles soothingly. I take a deep breath and lay my head back on his chest, tears continuing to cascade down my cheeks.

Shivers begin to rack my body from the cool air in the room, and even though Shawn's body is warm, I can't seem to stop shivering. He sits up quickly and pulls my covers over both of our bodies, quickly pulling me closer to him. He's careful not to touch my bruises or make me feel violated in anyway.

I turn over to where I'm facing him, and tangle my fingers in his soft brown hair.

"Why are you still here?" I ask, gently raking my fingers through his hair. He smirks a little.

"Because I have a beautiful, amazing, strong girl to take care of laying in my arms." He answers. I bury my face into his neck, taking in his musky scent. It's something I find so familiar and so comforting. Something I've become used to. And now I feel like it's one of my only safe havens.

"Thank you, Shawn. For everything." I murmur into the silence of the room. The dark sky outside has turned the room into a pitch black area, making me tired.

"I'd do this for you any day." His voice is barely above a whisper.

"Goodnight, Shawn. I love you." I reply. I can feel his lips press against the top of my head.

"Goodnight, Aleksandra. I love you too."

As my eyelids become heavy and begin to drift shut, I hear Shawn say one last thing. And it's just the affirmation I need to hear.

"Always and forever."

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A/N

I totally stole this idea. But, you guys should go check out naughtymendes and his amazing imagine books. I used one of his Johnson imagines. This kid has writing talent and is totally going places!! Go check him out! I hope you like it Aleksandra!!!

QOTD: Favorite season?

AOTD: Fall is my time. Even though I have allergies. Anyways, I love the smell of fall. I know, I'm weird.