Shawn Mendes Imagines

23: Hate

Extremely important author note at the end please please please read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y/N's POV:

"Hi, Y/N! My name is Meredith! I am a huge fan!" A little girl walks up to me nervously.

"Hi, sweetie! It's nice meeting you! What pose do you want to do?" I give her a huge hug.

"Um, well, you can be the fan and I can be the uh-" She stutters over her words as she motions to my MagCon ID badge around my neck.

"I understand! That's creative!" I exclaim, pulling the lanyard off my neck and placing it around her neck.

I then place my hands on my face and open my mouth like I am gasping. She giggles after her mom takes our picture, and hands back the lanyard.

"Oh, no! You can keep it if you want to since it doesn't have a name or picture on it! I have another one in my bus just in case I lose this one!" I protest. Her smile widens.

"Seriously?" She squeals.

"Seriously! Have a good day, Meredith!" I reply as she makes her way over to Shawn. He winks at me before the next girl comes up to me.

"Why are you even here?" She asks, flipping her hair. I'm taken aback by her rudeness.

"I'm sorry?"

"Why are you here? You have absolutely no talent. You're only here to slut around with the boys, especially, your boyfriend, Shawn." She places air quotes around 'your boyfriend.'

"Well, I'm sorry you think that and-"

"Just go kill yourself." She storms away, not even bothering with Shawn and Carter who are after me in line.

Something clicks inside of me, and I begin to consider her words. Sure I've gotten hate before, but there is something about the fact that she said it directly to my face that gets me.

"You okay, Y/N?" Shawn moves over to me during a break in people. I nod, covering up the knot in the back of my throat.

"I just need to go walk. Tell them I'm sorry. I'll be on the bus waiting." I take deep breaths trying not to cry. Shawn pulls me to him and presses his lips to mine, then releases me. Cam and Aaron wink at me as I walk past them. The second I get out of the view of the guys, I start running to the bus and tears pour down my face. I know fans can see me, but I just can't hold it in any longer.

I finally reach the bus, throwing myself down on one of the bunks.

"Just go kill yourself." The words ring through my head, causing me to cry harder. I've only been singing on Vine with Shawn for a little under a year. And in that year, I've had more hate then I thought the guys get. Having somebody come up to you and tell you to kill yourself is hard.

Shawn's POV:

"Dude, did you just hear what that girl just said to Y/N?" Matt reaches over and hits my arm lightly to catch my attention.

"What?"

"She just told Y/N to go kill herself. Where did Y/N go?" Matt seems worried as he picks at his finger nails. My stomach flips and I pull my phone out of my back pocket.

"She went to the bus." I swallow, nervously as I call her, stepping out of the way of the other guys. They all shift over a little to the left to fill the gap where I was. She doesn't pick up, leaving me with her voicemail.

"Y/N, don't do anything you'll regret. Please listen to me, I love you and I am so sorry that people are being so mean, please just don't you dare do anything that you'll regret." I try to sound as desperate as possible, trying to get my point across.

"Shawn?" Carter looks at me, worried as I hang up my phone and push back in line with the other guys.

"It's nothing. I think my baby just got her first legitimate hate today." I explain as somebody walks up to me.

"Hi!!!" I turn away from Carter and paste on a fake smile. The only thing my mind is on is
Y/N and I can only pray as the last girls trickle through. 

After the guards set up the barriers, I go bolting to the bus. It's locked.

"Y/N, princess, open the door right now, please." Worst case scenario runs through my mind and I bang on the door, trying so hard to get it open. Cameron and the rest of the guys catch up, Cam using his key to unlock the door. None of them follow me into the running bus.

I am met by silence. The bus releases some air, disrupting the silence and causing me to jump.

"Y/N?" I ask, moving farther back into the bus. The curtain over her bunk is shut, and my heart pounds as I move it back. Her black sheets are covering a shivering figure.

"Hey, baby. Turn around and look at me, please." I rub her back and she reluctantly rolls over revealing her splotchy red face.

"Oh, Y/N, honey." I wipe the tears that are sitting on her cheeks and climb up into the tiny bunk beside her, holding her to me tightly.

"She to-told me to go kill m-myself." She cries. I stroke her hair.

"It's okay beautiful! You have to stay strong!" I say, softly. She cries for only a couple more seconds before we hear a couple of the guys come on board.

"I know. I'm overreacting and I'm sorry. I guess its just the fact that she said it to my face. I swear I'm okay now." She breathes. I look down and kiss her gently.

"You okay, Y/N?" Carter's voice comes up behind us and Y/N sits up in the bunk as best as she can and nods. I slide out of the bed, her right behind me. Carter envelopes her in a massive bear hug.

"We love you!" He releases her and she sniffles, kissing him on the cheek.

I look over to see Cam, Matt, and Nash all standing in the aisle.

"Okay, let's go, or something." Y/N wipes her eyes and weaves in between us, as we all step out of the bus with the others.

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A/N

Okay so I don't like the end of most of my imagines. I feel like they have like no closure. Soooooo... I had the idea to take all of my imagines, every 25 or so, and pretty much "recreate" the end or tell y'all what is going on a couple years later. This special little thing will come not next week, but the week after on Wednesday! Vote, comment, and share! And request if you want one by messaging me!